loving a person can drive you crazy.

the day we met.

it all began in high school and all of the girls at school were in love by one guy named Logan wellington. he was tall, muscular, and smart. he was a football player and a volunteer for our music class, he was so interested in science and human health. during the lunch hour, he came to the cafeteria and ask for his favorite food which is fried chicken with adobo. that day they ran out of chicken and he got mad and did not eat anything during lunch.

surprisingly, i went up to him and gave him my chicken. it was not mixed with adobo but it was fried only. he did not like my lunch so he threw it away and tell me to leave. i wonder why he is like the others keep on calling me a loser when iam trying to be nice to them. whenever i smile to him he always laugh in a funny way and trying to tell me that i have a mud on my face.

after that day, i try my best to stay away from his side. oh i forgot, he had a girlfriend that time and she was so hot.her name was lyla nelson. they always hang out everyday after class and even on weekends. i wish i could be her the one that is been dating the hottest guy in school and he is also dating the hottest girl in school. they really look good with each other and many girls are been dreaming to be logan's future girlfriend after the graduation. who will be the valedictorian? we'll see.

early in the morning i always come in early because i have class at 8 and i do not want to be late. that class was the class that logan and i were classmates in. i am not so good in science but he is the best. i sit at his back and pretend that i don't like him but i really do like him so much. so whenever i want to raise my hand, i just raise it carefully so it won't slip to him. when the teacher asks me questions they laugh because i do not know the answer and i just guess it out, so they laugh at me all day. i was in the middle of the dark rock which cannot explode to answer anything correctly. i don't like listening to the teacher because my mind is somewhere else at the back of my crush. during lunch, i always stay outside and eat my food. well i just cook for myself because i do not have money to buy food and i am saving my money from my part time job for mom's bills for the hospital. yes that's me the poor girl who knows how to like the rich guys.whmp. i just care about my mom, and i am worried that she might die and i will be alone.