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Tsukasa pov ofc hes the coolest main character dw

I came home i open my house and its all empty. I found a note at the living room

"Im sorry onii-chan! Me and my group are so bussy beacuse were gonna make a new song and something fun!! Also im sorry if i come home late :')

-Your beloved sister Saki"

Oh Saki and her friend are try making song? Its remember me of my group.. No i shouldnt think about phoenix wonderland..

Oh yea i also get hungry.. Hmm i should cook!!

Ok lets try this one looks like its simple!!
1. Egg
2. Salt
3. Oil
4. Pan
"Ok this is pretty easy i should can do it even when i was a star thought wahahaha!!.." why did i feel so lonely without my band? I think im just gonna cook the egg..

A few minute later

"Its finally done!! Now i can eat and try my own food even this is my first time cook an egg like this lol!!" i eat the egg the taste is..

AMAZING! Ofcourse the taste is amazing beacuse im a star after all.. Or not.... Ugh

Oh wait

WHAT ABOUT SEKAI?? OMG I NEED TO GO THERE

A white light come to tsukasa

"My eyes is hurt thought.." i said
"HELLO TSUKASA-KUN!!" miku said while hugging tsukasa tightly "AAEEEGHHHH?!!!!" i screamed

"CALM DOWN TSUKASA-KUN ITS ME MIKUDAYO!~" miku said "I KNOW YOU SCARED ME FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ALSO GET OUT OF ME!!" i said "hehe~ sorry tsukasa-kun i just miss you!! And how are you??" miku giggle and asking "im fine and i miss you too.."

"ehh? You seems not fine!! Maybe we can explore this sekai since you dont like exploring this sekai before!~" miku said "youre right maybe i should go explore the sekai" i explore the whole sekai but it remember me of something..?

The past
No one pov:

Theres a day where saki is kinda healty at least she can go anywhere! And tsukasa very happy about that and they were about to watch some shows beacuse they really want watch some shows together!! But saki sickness is holding their happiness Saki feel very sick when the show was about to start..

Saki said something before she force herself to watch the show and pass out beacuse her sickness "Onii-chan.. I really want be one of the show!! I really love it, it make me smile.. Oni-chan can you be one of them?.."

tsukasa was pretty worried of her sickness and he would do anything to make her sister live even if her sister want him to die he can kill his self without thingking

"Ofcourse i will become one of them one day so be more healty and happy so i can be one of them plus it make me want become a star!" Tsukasa said Saki smile then she pass out

she got take to the hospital but the great news is saki is still alive and the bad news is saki her body is getting more weak

Present
Tsukasa pov:

"I remember now!!" i said miku look confused "ooh?? remember what?!! Tell me what is it tsukasa~ im so curius!" miku said

"I-i remember why i want become a star!" i feel my feelings become stronger and warmer to become a star!.."Ohh!! We should do some parties with our group since you already remember your true feelings tsukasa-kun!" miku said

Its remember me of my friend. They all disband the group maybe i should tell miku about it

"Miku.. Im sorry but my group is getting disband" i said i look at miku face her face look sad and dissapointment "e-ehh?!! But we-" i leave the sekai i should think what i was to think about

I shouldnt be happy first.. I can be a star if i didnt blame nene at that show.. Im gonna apologize to her tomorrow i guess..

I wake up from the sekai and it was 15:57 its almost 16:00 but its still a long time i had alot of time to do!! Since my group getting disband i dont know what to do at this time

Hmm maybe i should try for a walk and if i found nene i can apologize! Thats a brilliant idea and i can be a star again alright im gonna take a walk!

(OH MY GODD I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY DID THIS HELP)

I walk out from my house and go to some a park.. I play some games and buy some food until i saw..

A gray haired girl its nene! I ran to her but when i get closer to her she looks so scared.."Hey nene.." i said nene looks shaking "h-hey t-t-tsukasa.." i feelt sorry what i did now

"Nene please listen im sorry what i did to you, i realize what i did to you is wrong i shouldnt blame you!.. Im sorry nene im not a star if i cant even become a good leader and im so so sorry..." my tears coming out from my eyes.. I look pathetic

".. Its okay tsukasa! Its my fault too for not checking the battery i- i just want performance infront of everyone and i want make everyone happy..!"

nene said..does nene really said that? "h-huh!- thats mean you accept my apolo-" before i said that someone cut it. " huh.? Nene why are you with tsukasa? Tell me he force you to join his crazy idea sickness to make you suffer more." rui said..

No no no i cant take it anymore his word when i have a agrument with him its very hurt very.. My vision get blurry my head feels empty

Nothing at my heads after all. I feel my bodies are getting weaker is it beacuse of rui? No thats a stupid reason.. Is it beacuse his word is so hurt? Maybe it is.

I feel someone carried me but i cant see them who are they? And what are they gonna do? Selling me..? I hope yes im just useless i make everyone smile faded away

I broke emu promise i blame nene for the stupid show and pass out because of rui..? My life is meaningless.

Saki already happy about her band and shes very healty very cheery up and i dont really need make her more happier if i did i just gonna make it worst anyways..

"Kill yourself."

"huh!?" i gasped..

END OF THIS CHAPER OMG I CRIED SO HARD NOT REALLY I HOPE SOMEONE READ THIS (or not) ANYWAYS IM TIRED SHIT SORRY MY GRAMMAR IS NOT GOOD AS ALWAYS

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