i guess that's when the drugs kicked in

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no, it's funny it's just bc I'm ur sister, forget it ur sister for a second, and you'll laugh

You said you could never forget i was your sister 

I was 'proper young' when you hugged me so tight my back cracked.

I was proper young when you tried to leave this world, the first time when no one knew.

we both hung ropes from the same tree but you weren't making a rope swing.

I was 'proper young' when we were inseparable, u say we were so close but, I don't remember

well I guess that's when the drugs kicked in

the u I remember growing up with was never around

when u were u were having secret chats with dad

sneaking out to the back of the garden and coming back smelling funny

I assumed that was just how teenagers smelt

I was slightly less young when someone burnt down your caravan 

the one in our garden the one u use to disappear off to

I didn't tell you at the time but that really scared me

the u I grew up with use to get bought home beaten and bruised, i wonder why 

u use to argue back and forth with mum

use to buy what naive little me thought were cool-looking trays and weird boxes and tubes

u use to cry in secret 

but so did i

we weren't as close as we were when i were proper young but when you heard me crying in my room at night you hugged me so tight my back cracked

u don't remember that tho bc of ur funny smelling plants and weird-looking pills

now that I'm not so young I know what u went through and I understand your pain

I wish we stayed close I really do