Open wounds

Never ending cycle

Chapter three

Never ending cycle

*Creeek*

The door was pushed open gently. I rushed over to the corner of my bed praying to God it wasnt Timeout time or play Time. I hated those times of the day I was so relieved the days I didnt get any attention from my parents even if it meant all day without food and no bathroom breaks I had no where to use the bathroom my window was borded shut i had nothing but a hard bed in my room with a thin thread blanket. Most times Id pee on my bed id get beat for that too. But id always have to sleep in it I got my bed changed once a month If I was lucky.

"Hello Love"

I heard a voice say behind the cracked door. I slid closer to the wall even know i couldnt get any closer I swolled in fear praying it was only a dream.

"Play time"

He said.

I clinched my eyes shut in fear praying it wasnt him. If I had to choose id pick the beatings rather then this. Wouldnt anyome?! He moved in closer as he shut the door behind him locking it after words...Im not supposed to lock my door if i do im dead. Before I knew it i had ice cold water splashed all over me. I squealed in shock as my body got stiff.

"Wakey wakey...little bitch"

He said as he threw an empty cup on the floor walking torward my bed. I sat there froozen untill I felt his grip on my wrist. He yanked me torward him as I began to shake.

"Stop shaking bitch! You ever
felt a little water before!"

He said angrily squeezing my wrist. A tear came down my face as i held my emotions in well trying to at least. Before I knew it my hands were tied behind my back and my mouth was taped shut. More tears came down my face as I realized I was trapped for good this time. All I could think to myself was (Dear God please help me make him stop dont let him do this) He never answered my prayers or my thoughts I was always alone on this. Before I knew it he was un doing his belt. I stiffened my body getting ready to be hit by the belt, but to my surprise he threw it to the floor. I felt a feeling of relief flow through me. Untill he pulled my pants off, I laid there in my underwear I prayed and prayed that was as far as he would go, But as usual I was wrong. I clinched my eyes shut realizing what was about to come. He ripped off my underwear as he slid his pants down. Before i knew it i had so much pain and pressure in between my legs I knew this time it wasnt his fingers. More tears ran down my face in pain as i clinched my eyes shut tighter it felt as though id never be able to open them again, That'd be a good thing right?.

"Stop crying bitch! Before I give you something to cry about!

He said angry again. I had to suck in all the tears and fear before I ended up 6ft underground.

Before I knew it I heard a bang on my door then...

"Ohhh you little bitch what did I say about locking this damn door your fucking dead now!! OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR NOW!"

I heard my mom yell Before he untied my hands and ripped the tap off my mouth. It felt so good to be free but I knew it wouldnt last long.

"You say one word ONE you're dead"

He said hiding in my empty closet.

I pulled my underwear back on as I ran to the door with my mother still banging and yelling. I unlocked the door as I felt the pain before it even hit me.

*WACK! BOOM! WACK!*

My mom came in swinging I fell to the floor in tears pain.

"What did i fucking tell you!? Huh!? I told you not lock the fucking door!! Next time fucking listen dumb cunt!"

She yelled as she began to kick me, I couldnt breathe I had no air left in me. Before I knew it she had me by my hair, she yanked me up spit in face and threw me down. Without a word she left the room slamming the door shut.

I laid there in tears blood running from my noise as I tried catching my breath.

"Now where were we?"

He said coming out of my closet...