(HIATUS)
Sometimes the life behind the screen looks a lot different .
,,Okay Hyunjin , let's start this interview . Tell me about your story behind the screen."
,,well, how should I start this..."
The story shows what hate and misunderstandings ca...
HEY GUYSSSS !!! Sooo , this chapter is a flashback , so as the other two that are coming next . After the 3rd Chapter , it's Present <3 I will not write TW's at the beginning so please please please be sure to not get triggered <3 okay , bye ml and have fun reading it!^^
Flashback -8 Months ago-
Hyunjin:
I walked down the stairs after Bangchan called me because the food was finally ready . I was exited ! I Love Food More than anything and especially the food Chan makes . Today he made pasta , one of my favs . I jumped in the kitchen and sat on my seat . Everyone sat around the table with a plate pasta in front of them . I had more than normally on my plate what was a bit weird ...
I lifted one eyebrow and looked at Bangchan who was already eating . ,, Hey uhm ... why do I have so much on my plate ?" he looked at me and lifted his eyebrows . ,,Oh yeah , I thought I'm gonna give u more because I know how much you eat and that's why !" he smiled at me and I just nodded .
‚how much I eat?' Suddenly a hint of nausea filled my body and I gagged all of sudden . ,,are you okay Hyunjin ?" Changbin asked ,,Yeah I'm just not ... feeling very well right now." ,, After you ate , you will be better ." I nodded and started stabbing the spaghetti's with my fork and spoon .
I could've just eat 1/4 of the plate and I was full . The nauseas became more and more worse and my eyes started burning so was my throat . The others were nearly done and focusing on the chatting they made in the time .
My vision got blurry and I quickly stood up . My stomach felt like he was turning upside down and no second later I was hangin over the toilet gagging everything up I had ate today . The person behind me hold my hair up tightly and rubbed my back .
What was wrong ?
I heard little whispering from a person ... I don't know?
*you're obviously eating too much hun*
Who is that? I'm not eating too much ! I eat like a normal person .
*yeah right bla bla bla shut up .*
I slowly sat myself on the floor with my back against the wall and pounding like nothing else . Yeah I was scared . I mean , where does this voice come from ? And who is it . Why would someone ever say something like „you're obviously eating too much" ? I sighted and turned my face so I could look in the mirror .
My face got full of anxious because... because
... the person I was seeing in there was definitely not me.
—- How was it???? Now fr . Bc I'm insecure ab that ㅠㅠ I love you all sm and please take care❤️
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