"um, d-ew." billie muttered, gently shaking drew. "hmm?" drew hummed. "um, i ha' scawy dweam, um, tan sweep wif you?" billie asked. "yeah, come here, cutie." drew smiled. billie crawled into drews bed. "tank you, mama, um, mean dew, biwie sowwy." billie mumbled. "oh its okay, cutie, i dont mind it." drew cooed. "d-dew be biwies mama?" billie asked. "is that what you want?"
"pease."
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billie looked into the mirror and sighed. she balled her hands into fists and punched the mirror. "so fucking stupid!" she screamed as she continued punching the mirror. she felt two hands grab her and pull her away from the mirror. the person sat down and pulled billie down into their lap making ber sit sideways. "shh, shh, shh, ive got you."
"im so ugly i cant stand it." billie mewled. "oh, sweetheart, youre far from ugly." drew frowned. "i hate the fact that there are mirrors here." billie sobbed. "youre so pretty though."
"im really not."
"stop saying that. youre so beautiful."
"but im not."
"shh, stop crying. youre gonna be okay. ive got you."
"please keep hugging me." billie whispered. "please." she mumbled. "im not gonna let go of you." drew said, her voice soft and gentle.
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drew watced billie shuffle a card deck. "how the hell did you do that?" she asked. "i dont know" billie laughed. "yeah right" drew said, jokingly rolling her eyes. she watched billies lips form into a smile as she laughed, showing her perfectly straight and white teeth. "your smile is so cute." drew muttered. billie put the deck of cards down to hide her blushing face in her hands. "noooooo. stooooop." billie giggled.
"let me see your pretty faceeeeeee." drew whined. billie hesitantly removed her hands from ber face to reveal her rosy cheeks. "mmm, good girl." drew purred causing billie to cross her legs. "shut the fuck uppppp. i have a praise kink. you cant just call me a good girl and expect me not to be soaked." billie grumbled. "too bad."
"i hate you."
"you love me."
"nuh-uh."
"you're lying."
"i no wyin." billie said, her lower lip quivering. "oh, baby, dont cry. i was just messing woth you sweet girl." drew murmured. "oh. i dus 'tupid." billie frowned. "baby, you are not stupid."
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"i dont wanna be here anymore, like, ugh, its so boring, but, like, home is not where i wanna go." billie uttered. "oh my god, bro, we should get an apartment together or something." she gasped. "we're sharing a bed 'cause i hate sleeping alone." she added. "it has to be big though, dude, you kicked me four times within a minute last night, bro." drew laughed. "dude, its not my fucking fault, bro, youre the one who took up three fifths of the gosh-diggity-darn bed." billie whined.
"'GOSH-DIGGITY-DARN'!" drew laughed. "yes, drew, you did in fact take up three fucking fifths of the gosh-diggity-darn bed." billie grumbled. "i am terribly sorry for my actions."
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i was twelve
Fanfictionbillie is a 17 year old girl struggling with her mental health. she first tried drugs when she was twelve years old and has been to the psych ward multiple times. but one time when she gets sent to the psych ward its different. her roommate is someo...