Call me maybe

Chapter 2

Jacks pov
Kind Beach High School is defiantly as bad as everyone makes it out to be. It's awful. There's no fun things that he school does together. The only up side is that I have a ton of friends and a pretty successful YouTube channel. But none of that matters, the only thing that I would never want to loose is my best friend Jenn. We have been best friends since we were little. Honestly I've always considered her my best friend. When we were in middle school she had a crush on me and I did not want to loose our friendship so we promised each other that we would never have feelings for each other. Boy was that a dumb promise. Now we have just graduated and it's he beginning of summer. We are both movie to LA with our best friends from YouTube in a couple months. But two years ago Jenn and I were at a New Years party and we were the only two with out a New Years kiss so my being me thought it was a good idea to kiss her. I mean it was a friendly kiss, at least that's what I thought it would be. It wasn't anything more at the time but it messed with my head and all I could think about was her. I came to the realization that I had feelings for her. But I could never tell her. And that hurt me but I had to deal with it. I knew that I always liked her more than just a best friend since our school trip in eighth grade but I never actually delt with it because I didn't think of it as anything more than us getting closer. And now. Look where I am. Stuck in some stupid promise but yet still falling for her. But at the same time, even if there weren't ever a promise I don't know if I would ever ask her out.

Jenn and I, we have always kind of flirted and everyone else thinks I'm some huge flirt so Jenn has become aware of this so she thinks that I flirt with everyone. And maybe I do but trust me I don't mean to only Jenn.

I had been bored all day so I decided to call Jenn and ask if she wanted to come over earlier than the party started, I used the lame excuse of that we haven't gotten our alone time in a long time. Luckily she agreed. I went and got ready because I really wanted to impress her today I was going to tell her how I felt.

Jenn got her and we went upstairs to my room. I had changed it around awhile ago and Jenn hasn't been here since so I think she was taking it all in. She kept looking around as if she were confused but then she smiled so I could tell she liked it. God I loved her smile. She is so beautiful.
"Jenn I must say you look stunning tonight." I stated meaning every word but I knew she would take it as a joke and answer with an inside joke we always used she would then answer with a comment with sir in it. And so she did. Tonight I was gunna tell her. I was gunna tell her everything. But I couldn't bring myself to say it so I gave up on trying for tonight.

After we watched a movie we both really needed to film our next video so we sat down to do so. We filmed mine first we did the best friend tag. It was so fun. She knew everything about me as I suspected and I knew everything about her as I also suspected. We then did the whisper challenge for jenns page. I actually kind of struggled with it and so did Jenn but it was hilarious.

After a while people began to show up. First it was Arden Lauren Andrea and then O2L guys came. After that Anthony and Andrew and Rebecca showed up. I could tell this was fun a be fun. Later that night we were all dancing in the open area of my apartment and Jenn and I were next to each other and I didn't know what into me but something did. The next thing I knew I am was behind her and we were grinding on each other. I mean it's not like we haven't done it before so it wasn't that awkward. Once the song ended Jenn and I laughed and went to get some sodas.

"Hey sorry bout that I don't know what got into me." I yelled to Jenn so she could hear me over the music.
"Haha it's okay you know I don't mind." I couldn't tell what she was getting at but I could tell she was flirting and Jenn doesn't really flirt that often.
"Yeah I know haha." I said back.
"So um listen there's something I've been meaning to -" I was cut off by the rest of Fab Five coming over and tearing us apart because our song was on. DAMN IT! I thought I really need to tell her now I got it half way out how am I supposed to tell her now I had one shot, one moment of bravery. What happens if I don't get that again.

No Jack stop you will you have to if you want this relationship to go anywhere.

You want her to be in your life you need to act upon your feelings it the right way at the right time. I realized that a party with all our friends was not the place. And quite frankly not the right time either.

I really wanted it to be special so that she would really know how much I liked her. Eventually everyone started leaving and it was again just Jenn and I. I asked her if she wanted to stay over because she was tired and everyone went back to her place and she couldn't be bothered by the party anymore. She agreed and she went into my room. She told me that she was completely okay if I stayed in bed with her so obviously I did. She fell asleep in my arms.