The numbers dropped, one by one every single day.
Eating became a less important part in my life, you know how you see so many people who love eating? Well sadly your no longer that sort of person. The slightest sight of food makes you sick.. The slightest taste makes you feel a lump in your throat, a fear of not being able to sit here with your 'Family' ( not that you want to be here) without feeling like you have to run off to be sick.. The weight drops off you, yet still you look at yourself and feel the need to loose even more.
If you could control the voices..the little thoughts,about how fat you are, how you need to be skinnier, how if you can grab it, it's fat. You would never be in this position if you could control your mind..
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battle scars
Non-FictionYou know what really kills a person..? Having bullied them so much that they took an Ice cold blade to their skin. Putting them through so much hate they loose all self belief.. Putting them at a war with themselves can cost them their own lives.. ...