After us

So..... I'm Spencer. And no I'm not a dude, just a typical teenage middle-school girl. I'm the type of girl thats tom-boy-ish, but I didn't play sports cause I suck at them. I have long, flat, dark brown hair. I am not skinny what so ever! I basically have a face of a chipmunk with a double chin yet I only weighed about 85 pounds. I loved dancing and badminton, but wasn't a fan of anything else. I got good grades too. I made it into honour roll last year and I hope I make it this year. Thats all I have to say about myself. This, is my story on a middle school relationship.

So, After school I was standing outside by the flagpole, and Dustin (a guy in my class who is SUPER CUTE) came up to me. I was looking in the window and he said "Hey, what's up?" I just stood there, didn't say anything. Then he comes up with the big question. "Will you go out with me?" OH MY GOD BEST DAY EVER!! But I didn't say that.. (me) "How are we supposed to do that? We're only 12 we can't go out anywhere." (Dustin) "You know what I mean, will you or not?" (Me) "sure" (Dustin) "Okay, I guess I'll see you later". And then he left, it happened 10 minutes ago and it still feels so surreal. I have a boyfriend, out if everyone he picked ME. I could've sworn he liked another girl, that's what everyone has been saying in the school yet he chose me. Did I feel special? Yup, you betcha. I still couldn't believe it, my heart was pounding. I was walking home and I saw my best friend so of course, I told her immediately. She knew how much I liked him and she was so happy for me. I had a boyfriend, my best friend, food, shelter, a family, money, what could go wrong?

I came home, lay on my sofa and texted him IMMEDIATLY. I asked him a bunch of questions like "how long did you like me?" And man you have no idea how many butterflies I had in my stomach. It was only the first day and I felt like I hug him and hold his hand forever. I never knew what love was like but this right here... This felt like how I thought it would. I lay there wondering how it would be like at school tomorrow. I wondered if it would be awkward, if we should tell anybody, if we should keep it a secret...

November 12, 2013...

Today is my birthday and me and Dustin are still a couple. I woke up at 8'clock, got ready for school and headed out the door. When I got to school, everyone in my class was wishing me happy birthday, but he wasn't? Why? I understood why he wanted to keep this thing private but telling a girl happy birthday doesn't expose anything. I felt like something was wrong. In science class he came up to me and started to talk to me, we probably talked for 10 minutes straight. That told me that nothing was wrong and everything was all right. THANK GOD! I really liked Dustin and the last thing I wanted to do is break up with each other...

After school, I went out of the building and started walking home by myself. It was a nice sunny day yet I was wearing a sweater and sweatpants... Bad idea. All of a sudden Dustin runs through the door and catches up with me. He takes off his backpack, opens it up and reaches for something. Oh my god. He got my chocolate for my birthday and we've only been together for a week. I must've gotten this guy good if he buys me chocolate after a week of dating. But I didn't take it, I felt bad. I didn't do anything for his birthday and he got me something for mine. He threatened to put it in my bag but I ran away instead, not gonna lie I was running pretty slow. He didn't bother running, I totally understand cause it was a hot day and no one wants to sweat even more. I told him to keep the chocolates and he asked me what he would do with it, I told him to eat it cause why not? After that whole situation we just talked, and walked, and by then, I got home.

A few days after my birthday...

Dustin isn't texting me? It's only 8 pm it's not that late. Maybe he'll text me at 9 since that's when he goes on his iPod before bed. 9 o'clock came, and I didn't get anything, til 9:30 came. He told me he didn't want to be with me anymore. He said since my friends hated him, He shouldn't be around me. What kind of reason is that? Why should you care about what my friends think? This is us on the line, not them. I wanted to tell him that, but I would sound desperate and that day... We were done..

Okay okay fast forward a bit. Me and Dustin had gotten together again. And again, and again, and again. What was wrong with me? I kept letting him in my life when after all this time he wanted out. Why was I so stupid? I kept asking him if he liked another girl (cause that was kind of our thing, we would mock each other about other people all the time) and he always said it was me, yet he always found a reason to leave. We had gotten together and broken up about 7 times, it's so funny cause I kept this away from my best friend for the last 3 times. I liked him so much, yet I was so embarrassed. Everyone always said if u kept getting together with the same person, let them go. But I didn't want to let him go. One day I was hanging out with a group of friends and Dustin was there since he was partially my friend. My other friends had a plan for him to ask out a girl who was also my friend. He asked her and she said yes when all this time she said she didn't like him.. I guess he really did move on. I was a bit heart broken, I still had feelings for him. Why did he try to get together with me all the time when all he wanted to do was get together with her? Life could've been easier and not full of drama cause of him. They've been going out for 3 months straight when out relationship only lasted about 2 weeks... 7 times. I was so angry I wanted to punch a wall. WHY? WHY TORTURE ME IF ALL YOU WANTED TO DO WAS BE WITH HER?? What do I do know? What happens After us?

Thanks for reading yo, no my name is not Spencer and no I don't like anyone named Dustin. I just liked this concept so I decided to write a story bout it. So if you like this book, please favourite :) sorry this is my first book I've written and the second time I've used this app so I don't really know how this really works :P.... Peace out