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It drives me insane. Still wondering wether i should tell him or not. I am now two weeks in. Altought my confersations with Ace come back and we get along well, there's always this feeling in the pit of my stomach trying to come out.

"Do you want some chocolate milk?" Ace looks at me still smiling. "You know it would be nice to one day have it like them". I turn around from pouring the milk into the cup. "What do you mean?"
He looks at the ground and then up to me. "We can keep making fun of Steven and Alexa but they are happy you know". We always make fun of them in a friendly way, we love them. But he is right. Deep inside i still have the feeling of wanting to be with Ace. I really know i like him now. He has that really special personality nobody else has. "Yeah, i'm happy for them tho". I turn back around to the cups feeling empty. He is right.
"Here". I put down the cup infront of him and walk to the bedroom laying down on my stomach and letting out a deep sigh. I squeeze my eyes shut for a moment, wishing i'd fall asleep. "What's wrong?". He plants a hand on my lower back and i get a little nervous. Maybe i should tell him now. I sit up looking at him. "I need to tell you something". I let out a breath. Is it the right time? "What is it". He says with a small smile on his face. I look down at the ground, not wanting to make any eyecontact. "I-".
"Savanna, open up". I look back at Ace to see him out of it. Me too. Me too. I open up the door to be met with Alexa."Great timing". I quietly say and she shoots me a confused look. "Well we have to go to work soooo". I look at the clock, fuck. "I totally forgot".

We hurrie out of the appartment and make our way down the street. "Why was it not the right timing?" Uh am i gonna tell her? Yeah, i probaply can. "I was going to tell him something". "Oh and what will that be". She says teasing me. "I'm pregnant". My voice stone cold and she stops in her tracks. "What, congratulations". She gives me a big hug. Witch i don't return and i break down crying. "I don't want to be". "What?" "It was a mistake". She holds me and we stand there silent for a minute. "Hey, hey, don't worry. It'll be alright". "It isn't, my life will change about something this small and i'll never be able to undo it". "Oh god". She sighs. "I'll be honest with you". She says pulling away still keeping her hands on my shoulders. "This wasn't smart... you know it and this will inpact your life, big time, but i'll be here and will always be. Thro your career, your personal life and most important to make you happy. Because i love you and that's what i'm supposed to do". She flashes me a smile. I cry even more because this is some of the sweetest shit anyone has ever said to me. I pull her into a tight hug. "I love you". She gives a little giggle. "Now come on, we're running late".

"You want to do something tomorrow night?" Ace askes me. "Yeah, sure". His eyes twinkle in the dark. I can't help but smile to myself. "What should we do?" I try thinking of an awsner. "Ice skating". "Okay".

This is going to be a bussy day for me. I have a shoot in a couple of hours and when i come back i'm going away with Ace so that gives me little time to do normal things.

"Welcome, miss Sager". A woman in her twentys extends her hand out towards me and i gladly take it. "Please call me Savanna". I shoot her a smile. "Well okay, let's get started". She hands me a couple of clothes when i notice they don't go over my scar. I sigh "miss, i am sorry but these clothes are short and i don't have a problem with that, but i have a skar on the side of my body". "What do you mean". Oh no is she going to send me away. I lift up my shirt a bit, revealing the scar. "Oh no, i'm sorry". Yep. "But you can still wear them i don't have a problem with that". "Great". A smile formes on my face and i change into the clothes.

The foto's became really good altough they revealed my skar. I don't know what they will be used for tho.

"You ready to go?" "Yeah yeah just, this one or this one?" I hold up two sweaters. "Left i think". I take the sweater and we get out of the appartment. "Do you even know where it is". "Uuh, no". A little laugh escapes his mouth. "Nice". We step into a cap. "Do you know where we can go ice scating?" "I'll take you right away".

"Come onnn, do you even know how?" I say, standing on the ice. He gives me a hesitant look and also steps on the ice. "Hm, i don't know". "Come on, you can do it". I reassure him. I wonder why he can't. "Okay, slow down hah". I slowe down next to him. "So why don't you.." "i don't know, just never learned".

He slowly get's the hang of it. "Going pretty good right". "Yeah". A slight smile forms on his face. "But how do you stop". "You like, punt your toes towards eachother".
He tries to stop but falls over taking me with him. We end up laughing, me even laughin louder because of his laugh. "Your laugh, i swear hahaha". "My laauughhh". I roll my eyes standing up and giving him a hand. He takes it still struggling to get himself up.

We eventually end up in the movies, watching some sort of scients-fiction horror movie. I don't really know, it is entertaining so who cares.

"Really? Didn't even see it". We're walking down the street, waiting for a cab. "What did you want to tell me yesterday?" My heart shoots to my throat. I can't, not right now, it will ruin it. I'm still not showing even a tiny bit so i can hold out. "Oh, i'll tell you a different time, it's not that important". I just hope he's not going to talk back this time. He just shrugs "okay". Thank god.

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