I was laying on the couch in my dirty apartment. I've slept on the couch for two days because my bedroom is a mess. I don't want to clean because I don't have to because I'm always alone. I work from home selling paintings. That's partly why everything is a mess, there's paint everywhere. But it doesn't matter because these apartments are so crappy the manager won't notice. I make decent art and I know a few places that are my hot spots to sell so I make enough money. I paint my emotions and everyone can tell. And my bright colored art work are being out numbered by my darker ones. Let me give you another hint, I've been using lots of blue. My heart hurts. She left me when I needed her most and I'm just supposed to move on. Just like she did. I've seen her posts and status updates. "I'm so in love with him!" Yeah. She left me for some guy who can go deeper. I knew she wasn't gonna be special yet I still let her in. And she isn't the first one to hurt me. And right now in life I'm alone. I don't have any real friends. I have a hamster but even he doesn't hang with me, he just sleeps all day. I need a friend. I need someone who can be more than a friend. A best friend? A partner? Someone who will have love for me. Any kind of love.
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My Bride
RomanceLonely and curious I went to the site to order an Asian bride. I was so scared but I felt like I couldn't stop myself and it wouldn't hurt me. I could just check it out. 6 months later I met the love of my life. (Girl on Girl)
