Come Back To Me

Perfect

Dean's POV

Dear journal,                               December 22nd

    It's a nice, cold winter night. The wind is howling as it snakes through the trees and wraps itself around Bobby's old log cabin. Snow is slowly building up making for a white wonderland outside. Inside though, it's toasty and warm, a fire going in the fireplace, blankets galore. Cas and I are wrapped up in a thick quilt we found in the closet, drinking hot chocolate and just cuddling together by the light of the fire and the twinkling of the lights on the Christmas tree.

    There's no worries, no cases. Sam is on his way with Elieen and the girls. Everything is so perfect. Today was the second day of our little vacation. We'd come up a few days before the others for a little time just for us. It's been nice.. relaxing. I've never felt so at peace before. I kinda don't wanna leave, but there's a whole week ahead of us. There's time to enjoy it.

                                                                       ~Dean

"Dean, we should head to bed, it's almost midnight. Sam and Elieen will be here with the girls tomorrow evening." Cas whispered, almost like he was afraid speaking any louder would ruin the trance-like moment.

"Okay, let's go." I smiled, closing my journal as he did the same with the novel he's been devouring since the moment we arrived. He folded the quilt, and I took our mugs to the sink before intertwining our fingers as we walked towards our room, maintaining the peaceful silence.

    Once inside with the door closed, I walked up to him, placing a gentle kiss to his lips. It was a patient and slow kiss as we tumbled on to the bed. His hands were everywhere, caressing my face, my neck, down to my shoulders and chest. My hands winding their way into his dark strands, pulling him impossibly closer.

"I love you so much Cas.. never wanna lose you."

"I'm not going anywhere baby, I promise." He whispered in my ear. We cuddled, him holding me tight throughout the night, as I listened to his heart's even thumping.

    The next morning, I woke before Cas and slid as gently as I could out of his hold. I brushed my teeth and showered, putting on one of his baggy sweaters with my boxers, then headed to the kitchen to start a good breakfast for him. I made pancakes with bacon and scrambled eggs. Then I started the coffee as I piled the two plates of food onto a tray with the bottle of syrup. Grabbing the two mugs, I made my way to our room, to surprise him with breakfast in bed.

"Hmm.. what's all this?"

"Just a little something for you. I figured, you do all sorts of stuff to spoil me, so I'm just doing something to spoil you now."

"You didn't have to do that Dean. I enjoy spoiling you." He tried to feign indifference, but his eyes did their little melty thing, and I knew it was working anyway. He poured the syrup onto our pancakes, a little drizzling down the bottle and onto his fingers as it came out too fast.

"Here, let me get that for you," I mumbled as I took his hand in mine and slowly sucked his index finger into my mouth, laving my tongue teasingly before wrapping my lips around it, and popping off with an exaggerated sound, before doing the same to the others. His eyes held a slow burning fire within them as he watched the obscene gesture intently. A low growl emitting from deep inside his throat the only sign that he was truly affected.

"Such a tease," he muttered under his breath as we quickly finished our breakfast.

"There's a few things left to wrap today before the others get here later, so if you want to shower after we're finished then you can go into town and do whatever it is that you needed, and I can finish the last few presents while you're gone. Multitask, ya know, and I gotta chop more firewood too, then I can get dinner started after I do that.." my change of subject didn't go unnoticed by Cas but he also didn't comment on it. Sneaky little shit was up to something.. I don't know what, but it doesn't really matter, cause I'm a sneaky little shit too, and I got plans for when he leaves.

Cas' POV

"Please wake up, darling. Let me see those beautiful green eyes." I squeezed Dean's hand as he remained asleep, before laying my head on his chest. He'll wake up. He has to..