Unexpected (Ace Frehley)

last goodbye

Three months pass and i still miss Ace. But my modeling career had took of and it is now or never. I am pregnant but they want me for baby ads now so yeah. It makes good money and i'm saving up for a new home for me and my baby, assey.

Alexa and steven are giving a party tonight, not really a part but yeah and i can't drink opbiously. Even tho i fucked up with the vodka last time, i think this will be fine. Tho the child isn't planned, i want to be a good mother. To be honest i'm kind of getting attached to her. Yes it's a her. The baby bump is now about the size of a small watermelon and i've done some shopping for clothes already, it's just cute. It's still in the back of my mind to tell Ace sometime, if i ever find him. I don't want her to grow up without a father. He doesn't have to take care of her, if he doesn't want to, but i still want her to know him.

"Oh we're out of booze". "I'll go get some, it's the least i can do". To be honest i just need a break, i love Steven and Alexa but their friends and family. Let's just say they're not my favorite people. Exept her parents, i love them. "Are you sure, your pregnant?". I shoot her a look and whisper, "i just need a break, don't get me wrong tho". She shoots me a sad but thankfull look. "Thanks, here's some cash. Be safe okay".

I head out the door going for a walk. It's visible that i'm pregnant, so if i come across the wrong people i'm screwed but who gives a fuck. Comparing to some other city's, New York isn't that bad. I find myself walking down the streets coming across different shops. Yes. I find a liquor store and head inside. My hands wrapped around my stomach, as i scan the aisle. My eyes come across several bottles: whiskey, vodka and other highly intocicated liquids. I look around when my heart droppes. There he is with Peter. He looks right back at me, eyes gliding down my body, to my stomach. Shit. Shit. Shit. I trie to swallow away the lump in my throat. "Savanna". I trie to speak back but no words seem to come out of my mouth. "You're, you're pregnant... Congratulations, who's is it". He asks sadly. I feel the immense guilt pass over me as i trie to pronounce the words. "Y- yours". Tears welling up in my eyes. We once we're best friends and now we stand looking at eachother like strangers. "W- what". He stares at me in shock. I feel a tear glide down my eyes. "I never, i never found the courage to tell you". The tears fell out of my eyes numb and uncontrolable. "And then you left". I can't handle the feelings coming over me. My heart breaks once again, the guilt i feel for never telling him, everything comes right back at me. Just when it seems to go better and i don't think he's doing any better of a job handeling it. "I- im sorry, oh god". His hands go stressfully thro his hair. Dying to know. "Why'd you leave me?" He takes a step towards me. "I- i- i don't know". Thats it? Not going to give me a better awnser? The tears feel warm on my hands as i wipe them away. I pick up the wine and whiskey and head towards the counter. It feels wrong, so wrong. The cashier doesn't say anything. I walk out of the store into the now pouring rain. "Sav, wait". I ignore him and keep walking as he catches my arm. "DON'T. WHY DON'T YOU JUST STAY AWAY LIKE YOU'VE DONE FOR THE LAST FOUR MONTHS. CAUSE I'VE BEEN FUCKING FINE ON MY OWN". My voice terrible breaking while screaming. The tears flow down my cheecks. "i'm sorry, i didn't know you were pregnant". He softly speaks as his eyes become glassy. "AND IF I WASN'T PREGNANT? HAD YOU STILL LEFT WITHOUT SAYING A FUCKING WORD". Never and never have i seen him cry. One drop goes down his cheeck as he tries to speak and comprohend the news and words just thrown at him. "I loved you Ace". My voice now barely a whisper. Maybe i still love him, but i can't forgive him like that. "Really?" "We we're best friends and now your a stranger who i once knew". We both stare at eachother. "Look at us. I'm carrying your baby, for the last four months and you didn't know a thing". Our eyes melt in eachother not losing contact. "How are we going to fix this? We can't. We can't Ace." I sigh turning back around. Everything just gets crushed in a weird way. All i have worked for, getting over him is crushed and i can go back to the start. I turn to look at Ace who's still standing there while tears slowly drip down his pink flushed cheecks. My heart is screaming for me to turn around, back to him, my mind says to not get fooled once again. I fucking love him. I know it. Is this really it? I make my way around the corner. Giving up and kicking over everything in the alley. "FUCK". The tears uncontrolably streaming down my face. Screaming and crying i can't do anything else. I put the bags down and turn around. Running towards him. Ambracing him in a hug. "Just one last hug, to say goodbye". He wraps his arms around me so tight i can barely breath. Both sobbing in eachothers arms. "I'm so sorry". More tears flowing down my cheecks as we quietly stand in the pouring rain. "I love you Savanna". "I love you to".
Letting out my breath, i let go of him. "Goodbye i guess". "Goodbye". He softly speaks the last word as i turn around back in the alley. God dammit, i don't want to leave. I want him. I know it but i can't risk getting left again. Definetly with a baby.

Drained from the rain i make it back to Alexa's appartment. "I got wine and whiskey". I fake a smile. Ofcourse Alexa obviously notices. She pulls me aside. "Why have you been gone for so long?" My face says it all. "I came across Ace". The blood drains from her face. "What happened". Her eyebrows turning into a consurning frown. "I told him. We cried while i made my confesions to him and... we said our goodbye's". I sigh. "Oh Savvie. I'm sorry. I'll get you some clean clothes". She turns to walk away, but i stop her. "Thanks, but i'm gonna go home. Here's your change". She embraces me in a much needed hug. "Just don't do something stupid, i love you. Remember that". She shoots me a smile and i hold her hand. "I love you so much, thank you for everything you've done for me".

I'm walking the last couple of streets. It hurts but it's relieving. He finally knows, now it's up to him what he does about it.