°•Since I Left•°☆Marauders/ Golden Trio☆

♤《Chapter 16》♤

Its been a while! Im sorry for making you wait but here it is! I'm also writing during my writers block so it can be pretty shit :/

♤《Monas POV 》♤

Its now September 1st and my children were leaving once again. It hurt every time to see them leave, but it had to be done.

''Write me every day, send Polaroid photos if possible and what else uuhh..  remember im only a letter ok, I love you guys, God you've all grown up!''

''Ma' I think that you are embarrassing us..'' Jupiter mumbled under her nose.

''Nonsense! Now give me a hug and a good luck because mama Mona is staying with those assholes for the rest of tye year,'' I sighted out, corners of my eyes tearing up.

I can still recall everyone's first day, it always made me cry when I thought how much they've grown. It pained that they had to go through all of this war. It seems unfair, they are just kids for God's sake.

''Well bye my loves, I love you all so much,'' I squeezed the living shit out of them with my hugs.

'Bye mom, love you'  sounded out as they moved closer to the train and finally boarding it.

It took me a moment before I apparated back home.

Wellcome to death row. I'm going to be stuck with idiots for the rest of the year.

♤《Time skip》♤

''Mona can we talk please,'' Sirius said sitting infront of me at the other side of the table.

''Fine. But be quick,'' I savored back in a cold tone.

''Look, I always loved you Mona. I didn't want to cheat on you but I love Remus aswell. I wanted to raise Dallas I really did! But.. '' he took a moment to rebuild his thoughts. ''But it hurt me to see you and  him as a constant reminder what shit of a person I was. I loved Dallas, god i still love him. He's my son! Merlin I hope you understand Mona.'' He finally finished and started to sit anxiously and playing with his fingers.

''I understand. But I don't forgive you.'' I sneered the last part before walking out.

It honestly relieved me. I don't know why but it felt like the wound that re opened in my heart started to heal a little.

I sat on my bed staring blankly at the wall. What went wrong that he decided to cheat? He had always told me that he also likes men but I still felt shocked. Years and years of healing went by but the feeling of confusion and surprise never really went away.

''Can I come in?''

''Yeah sure Reg' ''

'' Casper proposed to me,'' he suddenly blurred out.

'' wait he actually did?!'' I said now jumping of my bed.

''God Reggie this is great news! I'm so happy for you guys!'' They've been dating for years but both of them were scared to do the first move.

'' Looks like maybe there is some more happiness waiting for me eh?'' He said nudging me with his elbow.

''Looks like there is.''

I was happy for them I really was, but I couldn't ignore the feeling of hurt. Regulus has true happiness and true love.

God was I jealous, but maybe god has a plan for me, perhaps something stronger than love?

537 words!

Hello!!! I know that its been a while, I've been having a writers bloc +school.

Also devastating news had reached us about Queen Elizabeth, she will always be remembered and held in our hearts.

Like always,

Stay safe, eat, drink water, YOU matter!

Love you guys <3