*The picture is Renee*
My little sister is 4. She doesn't get it.
So I guess it's easier on her but for me, I'm stressed. More than stressed. I'm depressed. My mom was all I had.
"Hury up and get ready! Your theropy starts in half an hour!"-My aunt Lara who is 21 currently drinking her life away. She's never home so I have the house to myself when my sisters at preschool.
I put on my skinny jeans and my vans and through on a jacket. Its just counselling so I didn't do my makeup or straighten my hair. But I fucking should have.
Of course my aunt made me walk. But I told her not to leave the fucking house. My sisters only 4 she needs someone to watch her. Then I got my scate board and headed out the door.
When I got in, everyone was scattered around drinking coffee and eating donuts and so forth. I didn't think my sister ate today so I grabbed like 4 big donuts wrapped them in a napkin and put them over with my skate bord. I took off my jacket and put it over my things. Then I heard the counselor started to speak.
"Okay everyone, come around" -The therapist Ms. Angie.
We all gathered around into a seat in a circle.
"I've missed you all! Would anyone like to come up and-" Ms. Angie got interrupted by a guy coming in.
"I'm sorry Ms. Angie. I had to deal with something" -Tyler
"Oh sweetheart its fine just take a seat and we'll talk about it later"-Ms. Angie
I didn't look at the guy until he started to speak. His voice was so attractive but then I looked at him and he was more attractive then his voice. Oh god. Stop Renee. Fucking pussy. He sat right across from me. He looked at me a few times kinda smirking/smiling. But I just put my head down because I didn't need him to see my ugly face right now. But putting my head down apparently caught Ms. Angie's attention.
"Oh yes! I almost forgot! We have someone knew here! Renee would you like to come up and introduce yourself?" -Ms. Angie
I wanted to say no so badly and just hide away curling in my chair but I knew that would be rude and I didn't come here for that so I got up. I cleared my throat.
"Okay umm my names Renee, I'm 16 years old" I looked around and everyone was stareing at me. I was a little nervous and Ms. Angie could tell.
"That's okay Renee. You did good. And you look a lot older to be 16." -Ms. Angie.
I just threw myself back into my seat and planted myself there. Only to get up when it was time to go.
Group counselling is every other Tuesday for 2 hours and individual counselling is every Thursday for an hour.
It was finally over so I grabbed my jacket put it on and put the donuts in my pocket. Grabbed my skate board and was ready to fly out to feed my sister.
"Wait hey you skate board." -Tyler
"Yeah"- me
"What kind of-" -Tyler
I interrupted him "I can't talk I have to go check on my sister" -me
"Okay well lemme get yo-" Tyler
I was already gone. I ran in the house thanking the lord my aunt was home.
"Neenee I hungry"- my sister Liz
"Good thing I brought you donuts!" -me
She cheered around sitting in a chair at the table. I got the least smashed ones with sprinkles and put it on a plate and gave it to her. She ate 3 of them and then took a nap on the couch watching Dora on the tiny little TV.
HEY GUYS. I MADE A NEW STORY AND DELETED MY OTHER ONE. I THOUGHT IT WAS WAY TO BORING IN THE BEGINNING SO YOU GUYS WOULDNT HAVE READ THE REST. BUT PLEASE READ THIS ONE. I FEEL LIKE ITS AAALLLOOOTTT BETTER THAN THR OLD ONE. PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT, AND READ!!! NEED SUPPORT THANKS GUYS((:
