Self harm// Luke Hemmings

Chapter 1

My name is Alyssa Thomas and yes I self harm but that doesn't mean that I'm not normal. It doesn't mean that I have dark hair and dark clothes. People call it Emo but all "Emo" means is emotional. Most people expect us to be the ones to hide and stay away and are anti-social and honestly were really not so what are we really And why do we do what we do? We try to stay away from people cause we don't want to draw attention to ourselves so we stay away. People also wonder why we self harm and it's because people say we're ugly so so if we're already ugly then why worry... We're worthless so why is it worth worrying about and making it a big deal.
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I attend school at East Manchester High School the worst school ever at least in my opinion and k want to transfer schools so bad but my parents are not the kind of parents to do that so I don't even ask.
I try to stay in the back so no one pays attention to me and the teachers don't call on me.
I eat lunch like any other normal human being you know in the cafeteria not in the bathroom stall like most stories but you know it's whatever...
I have a bully and it's a guy not a girl. His name is Jake Austin the one and only, every girl drools at the site of him, and every guy wants to be him... He's really not all that great to be honest but that's basically just me but I literally hate him with all my heart!
I mean he's the reason why I cry, he's the reason for the scars, he's the reason that I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror every morning, but I manage.
I wish he understood how much he really hurts me...

Authors note
I hope you guys like and comment if you want and I'm really sorry I know it's short!
5/5/15