The Lies

Chapter 16

"Razor, he fingered you and a lot of people saw" Tyler says, "so fucking what guys, am I not allowed to have fun with my fiancé?" I question "we aren't saying that Razor, we are just saying don't be stupid" Joel says "you know what you can both get fucked, I was just trying to have fun after what happened but obviously you two don't care, either get out and go home or get out and just fuck off, I really don't care" I tell them and walk back over to Jack, Lana and Tom and start dancing with them, I deserve to be happy and have fun, who cares if people saw me get fingered I'm sure they've all watched porn before, "what was that all about?" Lana asks, "Joel and Tyler pretty much called me a slut cause of Jack fingering me in front of all these people" I tell her "They fucking what?" Jack asks angrily "nothing baby, dance with me, forget them" I say and wrap my arms around his neck, fuck he looks like he's about to kill someone.

"Baby let's go, I am getting tired and my feet hurt" I whine, Jack picks me up and lay my head on his shoulder "Lana I'm taking this drunk little shit back to our room, we all better leave we have an early flight in the morning" Jack says and they all start walking out of the club and back to our hotel, we get to the hotel and we all go to our rooms "do you want a shower or go straight to bed?" Jack ask's me "Shower please" I say tiredly, I need to wash all the sweat and tonight's event off, Jack walks into the bathroom and sits me on the toilet, oh that reminds me I have to pee, Jack walks out and grabs two towels and I pee, "want me to help you?" jack asks as I stand up and start swaying on my feet, I just nod.

Jack turns on the shower and helps me get undressed, "thank you" I whisper, "for what Princess?" Jack asks me "for everything, tonight has been the best night of my life" I tell him "I promised you 5 months ago that I would do everything I can to protect you and I also promised I would make you my wife" he replies as he helps into the shower, I just lean against the wall as the water falls over me, jack stands me up and washes my hair and body, he helps me out of the shower and wraps my towel around me, he gets back into the shower and I brush my teeth and wash my face and put face cream on, the sun today dried it out a lot, I finish and just watch Jack in the shower through the mirror, I really do love him, he has made my life so much better, I know it's only been 6 months but I have fallen in love with him.

"What are you thinking about babe?" Jack asks me and I jump "sorry baby I didn't mean to scare you" Jack says hugging me from behind "it's okay babe I was just thinking about everything, how we met, how we started dating, how I have fallen deeply in love with you" I tell him "Wait you have fallen in love with me?" Jack asks, "yes" I answer "I have fallen in love with you too Razor" he says, I smile and walk out of the bathroom, Jack follows me and I climb into bed not bothering to get dressed, Jack climbs in next to me and pulls me close.

I cuddle into his chest and he plays with my hair, I can't believe I'm engaged, I never thought that this would happen to me, I really have fallen in love with this little shit, he really has helped me not be scared anymore in the short time I have known him, he really is my soulmate, I never used to believe in soulmates, he made me believe that true love does exist and it's not all a fantasy in books and in movies, I can't wait to call him my husband "are you okay?" Jack asks me "yes" is all I say "I love you" he says "I love you too baby" I reply, we just lay in silence, my eyes start getting heavy and I fall asleep.

I wake up to my alarm going off, I groan, and Jack turns it off, "come on baby it's time to get up, we have a flight to catch" he says kissing all over my face "it's too early for this, my head hurts, can you get me some Advil?" I ask him, "I already have it, come on get up and take it" he says helping me sit up, fuck how much did I drink last night, I forgot what it's like to be hungover, I take the Advil and get up and go to the bathroom, I pee and get dressed, I go back out to the room, Jack has a fruit salad and hands it to me "eat it, it'll help the headache and the nausea" he demands, oh how I like a dominant man but I am hungover and don't want to deal with it "yes Jack, I'll eat it stop being so shitty at me, okay I'm sorry I had fun last night and had too much to drink, I know I fucked up" I say bitterly.

"Woah babe what the hell? Why are you snapping at me?" Jack asks "because I don't need everyone telling me what to do" I say as I grab my bag and walk out of the room I am so sick of people telling me what to do, I walk out of the hotel and hail a taxi and tell them to take me to the airport, when I get to the airport Joel and Tyler try and talk to me but I just put my headphones in and walk away and check in, I go to our gate and sit and wait to board the plane.