The Daily Journal Of Charlie W.

Friday, September 9th, 20222:16 pm

I hate school. I want it to be over already. I had a piece of school pizza and some fruit snacks and my stomach hurts so much. My head and stomach hurt so much. I want to vomit. My body is trying to reget me. I don't feel human anymore. Everything is so blurry and the colors don't seem right. White seems way too bright and everything has a yellow film over it. I can't wait to go home. I have to bike :( I might die before I get home. But that's ok. Dave had to go home early today. He wasn't here yesterday either. I miss not having him around. I'm so overstimulated and understimulated at the same time. My body hurts so much. I want to sleep but I can't. I have to write, otherwise, I don't know what to do. My brain hurts. It's 2:27 pm now. I just accidentally closed out this tab. I got it back now. I'm so tired. I want to cry. I don't know how much longer I can do this. The pit is getting deeper. The depression is getting worse. "How To Never Stop Being Sad -dandelion hands" i dont want to feel better. 2:34 pm 16 minutes until school is over. I wish you were here.