The Group Of Secrets(On Hold)

Chapter Two

Ivy boarded the pacted yellow bus and was on her way to a place she called "home" but it was far from that. Ivy sat with Ana all the way home with music rushing through her ears. They talked for a little than Ana got off and went to her perfect little house. Ivy was incredibly jelouse of the way Ana lived she was perfect , it wasn't fair . Ana went down the step one by one , looked right and left crossed the street and walked to her home with her boyfriend . They walked hand in hand , they were both filled with love for each other so deep they couldn't live without the other, It was true love at its finest . The couple soon reached Ana's house , they exchanged a hug and a passionate kiss and walked different way.

She took her keys out and unlocked her door to find an empty house like usual. Ana put her things down and she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror and frowned as she looked at her body. Ana know she shouldn't have eaten that day . Than the thought rushed trough her mind , What did Daren think of her "fat"? Daren deserved a thin girlfriend she thought in her mind, but she knew she could never leave him. Than a thought came to mind that made her quiver. Ana sat down in front of the mirror , not knowing what to do . The thought she just had was honestly her only option but what would happen if she got sickly and addicted she was so confused and startled by what her mind had made her think. Than Darens' name came across her phone and she felt in her pit of her stomach that she had to do what her mind craved. Tears ran down her pale face as she held her gut , She slumped her way to the bathroom . Ana stood straight grabbed her white tooth brush , she than slumped over the toilet with determination rushing through her but also disappointment .

Ivy was on the bus for 20 minutes longer than Ana and that she was thankful for that time , she didn't want to go home. But eventually she got there. The bus stopped at her neighbors beautiful house she got up with all the kids that got off at that stop and slowly made her way to the pavement. "home" she thought, she sighed with disappointment and slowly got to the steps that lead the way to hell. She climbed each step slowly and silently , wondering what was awaiting her today . Ivy lifted her sleeve looked at the line of read along her wrist , sighing than quickly put it down with awkwardness. Than their Ivy was face to face with the white door that she scared about opening . She looked at the sky , breathed out and made her finder tips touch the gold door knob , she twisted it . It creaked a little making Ivy jump she looked around in the darkness of a so called kitchen . There was a pizza box on the oven , dishes everywhere . But she was used to the mess she walked through as the floor boards creaked and made her way to her spotless room. Ivy heard the snoring of her dad and she breathed out with relief, Ivy loved that feeling , she felt comfortable and she than drifted off into her dreams of that buy she saw today . Than she awoke to a shock of pain in her gut and the sound of her father angry screams. The relief rushed off of her and fright came. Ivy had forgotten to clean her father's mess. Her father was this big man with piercing green and blue eyes and people would cringe at the sight of him but he came off as an all around funny person , unless you were his daughter . Ivy's sister had just got home when she saw their father hitting the startled Ivy , she quickly pulled him off of her causing herself to get a blow to the shoulder. When he was like this absolutely no one could stop him. He calmed down a little , stomped to his room slammed the door and screamed at the girls to "stop being slobs". Tears filled up Ivy's also green and blue eyes as she made her way to the kitchen to clean the mess , holding her gut. She cleaned the kitchen head to toe , than did her homework. As she was writing an essay on Africa she looked at her stomach which had a nice black and blue mark across it. Dana , Ivy's sister was to doing her homework when she saw the bruise and gave Ivy a look of sorrow. Ivy went to get out of her room when she saw her fathers door open with bottles of vodka filling up the floor. When ivy looked left and saw her father eating away with a look of anger, so she knew not to confront him.

Ivy rushed to the bathroom , took off her clothes as she let the shower heat up. When she was done she stepped in the scorching hot feeling pain rush over her , she didn't care. Ivy sat in the Pink tub looking at her wrist. She counted all scars and there was well over 20 , she cried and cried in that tub till her father screamed for them to get to bed and that whole time all she saw was that pink razor.