When life Gives you Daggers.

Chapter One {The School}

(A/N:) Dear Anyone Reading this in the near ( or possibly far?) Future. This is My Trigger Warning: Anorexia, Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, and Self hate. If you have issues with any of these i would advise you to not read this or read very cautiously. Thank You for Reading my Boring Note, now, If you want to, continue on and read my imagination. (End of A/N)

ALASKA'S POV:

I stood in front of the Mirror. Skin and Bones is not exactly the Glamour they promised when i signed up for this. I skipped meals, Lost weight, Lost clothes. Lost my Self Esteem. I practically Lost it all. And in the silence, i can faintly hear the lonliness. I Lost all of my friends, not because of weight, but because i was "lame". I suppose i saw that coming. I sigh and Turn to my open Closet. Clothes galore, yes, but most of which in varied sizes. I picked out an outfit from my mostly black Wardrobe. A Falling in Reverse shirt and skinny jeans will be fine. I pick up my vans and head to the bathroom, an hour before my siblings usually woke up.
As i waited for The shower to warm up, i stared at the mirror. Skin and bones.. My thoughts were provoking, and they got a rise out of me to say the least. I began To hum a song, and jumped into the shower.
After Bathing, i once again stared at myself. Never Beautiful, Yet always striving to look like i am. My Hair is black and straight. It is thick, Yet a bit Unhealthy. My eyes are Icy Blue, Peircing. And my Skin is Almost Snow. My features were What led my parents to name me Alaska... Alaska Rain. I shrugged my Clothes on and did my Hair As fast As an Emo Adolesence could. I walked down the hall and peeked into the room that my parents sleep in.
To no surprise I did not see them. They are never here, I sometimes forget what they look like. I walk down the stairs remembering all the ignorant assholes at school. I get to the hallway that leads to the kitchen I get a strange feeling in my stomach. The first thing on my mind is food, so I get a bowl and pour myself cereal. I chose to get a little because I felt those old,evil thoughts. I am not fat...
Once I finish my food I walk to the living room and get my back pack. I walk out the door making sure to lock afterward, but I still don't understand why my parents wanted such a big house when they're never even here. As I walk to the school I began to think of why I felt today was strange. I am in high-school, I am sophomore at the local high school. The school can be see from a distance from where I'm standing at the moment. I then remember what my 0 period teacher told me.

*FLASH BACK*

"Remember students tomorrow we will receive a new student into our class, I want to make sure they feel included." Ms. Quell said raising her voice, almost obnoxious.

A lot of students were saying that the student is a girl because her name is Jordyn and she is a whore or a slut, but those are just immature rumors....

*END OF FLASH BACK*

Looking ahead of me I see the dreaded school. I enter the school getting stares about my outfit. To my surprise I just walk away from them not dazed by the comments. It's 2 minutes till nine which is when school starts. I make my way to my home room when I see a kids that has a rainbow shirt on, pink hair, distressed skinny jeans, and a purple jansport backpack. I just stare at the pure strength and confidence it takes to do that. I would die the moment I walk through school if looked like that. He walks straight to the office and I no longer see him. I then make my way to home room and I get to my seat. I immediately take out the current book I am reading which is The Maze Runner.
Getting really into the book I don't notice the door open and when the teacher calls for attention I look up. I see the exact same kid wearing the pride clothes walking into school in front of me. Now getting a good look at him he looks about 5'5" and he semi-skinny.

Ms. Quell then said, " This is Jordyn, and would you like to say something about your-self?"

He then spoke in a loud sassy friend voice, " I am GAY and you homophobic, incompetent 5 year olds better not say crap unless it's to my face."

"Since you are new here, you may choose a seat.." Ms quell said, visually wary of this new student.

There are 3 empty seats in the class, one of them being next to mine. He then walks over and plops himself down and turns to look at me and smiles.

"We are now best friends ok, me your g.b.f. and you my e.b.f." he says in a slightly loud voice.

" what?" I ask scared to know.

" Well g.b.f. is G.ay B.est F.riend and e.b.f. is E.mo B.est F.riend," he said with a smirk.

I didnt understand why he was willing to commit social suicide by conversing with me. He has some death wish. I heard the bell ring, and felt a tap on my should er. "Look, you seem like someone I can trust. This school is full of idiots." He looked almost sad.... Damn my Empathetic nature. "*sigh* Alright, Alright. But you are responsible for your own social suicide. No one will talk to you if you talk to me.. " I started trailing off. His laugh took Me by surprise. "I have a friend I think you'll love." His smirk said it all. I will most likely never be so alone again.

(A/N:) I wrote this chapter with my friend, Adan. Our writing styles are different so it's quite obvious what he wrote and I fixed. That being said, I hope you enjoy this. Let me know if I should update it/ continue (not that I won't anyways). (End A/N:)