[obx au] lexi carter

- understanding

tw : make-out? mentions of sex, fear of intimacy
words : 2,6k+

        It had been a little more than a week now that JJ and I had got together. And honestly, everything was perfect. I was either spending my time at the beach, the Wreck, or the Chateau, but either way, JJ was always there.

        I had thought that Sarah and John B were the clingiest couple ever, but it seemed that JJ and I were even more. There was no way for us to be at the same place without being glued to each other. Most of the time, JJ had his arms around me or he was holding my hand. As for me, I have to admit that I also felt the need to be as close to him as possible. I especially loved sitting between his legs and leaning my head and back against his chest. Like that, I was able to enjoy the smell of his cologne mixed up with the scent of weed. While I hadn't been very fond of it before, I had grown to like it more, because it reminded me of JJ, and it meant that I was physically close to him.

        I could smell it right now, as I was laying on my bed with JJ beside me. I had sneaked him into my room about an hour ago, in the middle of the night. A perilous mission since no one should know he was here. Of course, I had told Joy about the evolution of my relationship with him the following day, and she had been the biggest supporter. Wait no, our biggest supporter was Sarah, but Joy was very close. Mom also knew, since I had told her a little while after. She had welcomed the news with a big warm smile.

        The problem was that I hadn't told my dad yet. He probably wouldn't mind that I was dating JJ. My family didn't care about the Kooks/Pogues drama. However, Dad would probably be concerned by me having a new boyfriend. Because that would mean that a new boy could possibly break my heart or hurt me. He would want to have a serious discussion with the boy then. I had witnessed him doing that before. All warm smiles and jokes, but not a single boy could ignore the threats implied during the discussion. Could you blame me for wanting JJ to avoid that? At least for now. I didn't want to scare him, since we had been together for only one week now.

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        Anyway, let's come back to the blond boy that was resting on one elbow at my side, while I was laying on my back. I glanced at him and caught him staring at me, or more at my lips actually.

        "What?" I asked with a giggle while my face heated. Even after a week of dating, I still blushed every time he would stare at me or compliment me.

        "Nothing." He said, removing a strand of hair from my face, brushing my skin at the same time. "Can't I look at my girl?" He asked, rising an eyebrow.

        I blushed again at his choice of words. "My girl". Butterflies stirred in my stomach hearing this. I looked up and met his soft blue eyes, so deep that I could literally drown in them. I caught a new twinkle in them.