The Trip

I was sitting in a chair while listening to our head pastor as he minister us. We had our Youth Camp and that was the last day.
After some words of wisdom,he told us to sit comfortably and just relax. Letting the Holy Spirit to minister us.

I closed my eyes and I could feel heaviness in my heart. I felt that my tears were running down my face.

I hear others cry, laugh and speak/prayer in tongues( Godly Language).
I also began to speak that language without knowing it. I just let myself be touched by the Holy Spirit and Jesus Christ.

That time, I remembered my sadness, heartbreak, hurts, and happenings in my life. I remembered the bad things I did before that cause guiltiness within me.I ask for forgiveness to the Lord.

As I close my eyes and keep on confessing to the Lord, I had a vision and I could see in my vision that I was in that hall together with Jesus Christ. I sat in a chair and He was sitting in a chair next to me. I turned to His side to face Him. Then in my vision, He hugged me. I was alone in that hall together with Him even if in reality it was the opposite. The place was crowded and was loud due to the cries and screams of the people who were touch by Jesus Christ. But for me,I felt all of those things were invisible. I could hear them but the voice that speaks and talks to me is louder than the voices I could hear around.

In my vision,I could still see Him hugging me while we talk. He told me to open my heart and let Him in to rule over me. Guide me in the right way and Be in His Ways. He said that Put me first in your heart and life then all good things will follow." I am the only one who can fill the emptiness in you.No one can do that except me.I will fill the emptiness inside you." Set me first above all things and I will give you success and victory in life. In your studies and the rest.

I felt tears running down my face. I can't explain what I feel. I kept on crying, my tears kept on falling, as I feel His presence as He hugged me.
The hug was very comforting. It made me forgot of everything. I felt like I wanna stay in that position forever. Having Jesus by my side. Seeing Him face to face. He wipes my tears away saying,"Don't cry.Just put me first,then You'll never gonna cry again,No more tears but only happiness and joy.Let me rule and enter your life. I'll give you victory above all things.Have success. Succeed in everything you do. In school, love and in life. But have me first above them and they will follow." I smiled as I heared His message. I was still crying but those were tears of happiness, fulfillment, joy, contentment and love. As I cried,I smile.