study first mune dpat

loving

Bagong umaga nanaman kagaya lng din nang dati. Kakain ligo at lalaro wla namang bago pero one day nag online ako sa fb taas. There one girl that add me sa isang gc. Well its normal but i didnt know that some thing gonna happend ye week later i been doing good in that gc. And i got friend from that gc. Since quarantine pa nun then theres one girl that attracts me well i got crush on her but its gone sso quick din weeks later ulit. Ye theres the day that nag confess ako dun sa girl nayun and  she didn't reject me but she got crush on me too am do happy that day. well days going good. Until nag f2f na sila for me its ok i understand her shes need to go to school and am supporting her.
One day thing got wrong nag aaway na kami simula nun diko alam bakit pero. Parang galit sha lagi like ayaw nya ako kausap .pero online naman sha and she mute me pa nga eh.. but i didn't overthink or anything cuz i trust her. Well she go to school again. And after that i open her acc and saw something that break my heart... I didn't tell her.. weeks later she finaly said that she  want to break up its hard for me since 4 months kami and bukas anniversary namin she forgot about it and. The thing i saw is shes in call with her classmate no  i mean with another guy ye  like i said didnt overthink but i start overthinking earlier before she break up with me like am totally crying  and just 3 days ago she rlly did break up with me so ok i respect her decision. But days past by.a and she said she want to comeback and i think about it for some time bc am happy without her. And ye she just pop out again. She told me that shes sorry for what she did and nag break nadin daw sila mabilis lng din daw taas. Dare lng daw un. Am i cleary didn't believe her. But ye i just let it slidee.and ye i forgive her.  month past by i open her acc ye i saw that her friend was the one who make the apologies chat not her... But like i always do i let it slide and i already knew shes cheating. Let it slide again am breaking down getting anxiety think about her all the time. But i think di naman ganun saknya hah. I said ginawa ko namna lahat . Bat ganun but that time di kami break nag balikan kami pero di maiwasa. Overthink.suddenly one day she told me she wants to study first and she said nababa daw grades nya ... Pag my jowa daw sha haha.. its hurt like  5 nuclear bom.... And i tried to be happy at first happy ako.. but in end nawala na miss ko sha . Kaya unahin dpat muna ung pag aaral bago jowa and unahin mo muna sariki mo before someone. this not my first time second third fourth fith its my Eight times getting like this getting hurt u know sorry for the cringe story but i try my best to do this  i hope that thing happend to me wont happebd to u so just be happy and be ur self... Thank you for ready my short story base on my real story.