"Taehyunnie" Yeonjun whined as he cried on Taehyun's shoulder.
"Shhh don't cry hyung, it hurts me to see you like this"
Yeonjun and Soobin is a couple, they just had a fight, which Yeonjun is now crying to Taehyun. Taehyun was happy for the both of them ofcourse. But sometimes he wishes that they would break up.
I wanted to be selfish for once.
...
Taehyun loves Yeonjun. Just brotherly love right? Well no. He loves Yeonjun in a romantic way. He had always been there for the older whenever the two fight. Taehyun wishes Yeonjun could finally see how great he is.
But sadly Yeonjun had never seen Taehyun in that way before.
You never look at me the same way I look at you.
...
Taehyun and Yeonjun had knew each other for the longest of time. They had knew each other when they were just kids. They used to cuddle and watch movies together.
Until that is, Soobin came in. The two started to hang out less as Yeonjun always went out with Soobin, taking him on dates. Taehyun felt jealous. It's not fair how Yeonjun is so close with someone he just met.
It's not fair that I know you for the longest but your with someone you know the shortest.
...
"Hyung where have you been! God you look wasted..." Taehyun scolds.
"Taehyunnie~hehehe" Yeonjun wobbles as Taehyun was trying to keep the older standing.
Taehyun soon collapse on the couch with Yeonjun on top of him. Taehyun blushed as his face was really close with the older's.
"Yeonjun hyung we gotta clean you up"
Yeonjun stayed quite. He kept on staring at Taehyun. Until...
Taehyun felt a pair of lips on his. It was soft and sensual, he's been waiting so long for this to happen. But wait... doesn't this means Yeonjun is cheating on Soobin with him. Thousand's of thoughts came rushing into his mind.
"Taehyun." Yeonjun called out ending the trains of thought of the younger's.
Yeonjun had already pulled away.
"Can i make love to you?"
"W-what? I mean..."
"Tyun do you want it?"
"I- of course I want it but- that means your cheating on Soobin hyung!"
"It's ok tyun, I just needed to get things off my mind. Like friends with benefit, you know?"
'Yeonjun had definitely sobered up by now' Taehyun thought.
"..."
"Please Tae? For me, hm?"
"...fine"
Yeonjun smiled as he kissed the younger hungrily.
I know it's wrong but I wanted to be selfish.
...
Taehyun watched the two male, which is about to become husband. His facial expression showed no emotion.
Nothing. He felt... broken.
"Congratulations Yeonjun hyung, Soobin hyung! I can't believe my best hyung is about to get married!!!" Taehyun squealed.
"Thanks tyun" Yeonjun giggled, ruffling the younger's hair.
Taehyun blushed at the affection.
Damn it was hard for Taehyun to put a mask on. He didn't care anymore, he was heartbroken and despair. He just wishes it was him who Yeonjun was about to marry.
The ceremony went on and now Yeonjun and Soobin are official husbands.
A tear rolled down Taehyun's cheeks, watching the scene before him.
All I want is for you to love me back the same way I love you, was it too much to ask?
...
Taehyun cried his heart out once he reached home after the wedding. Yeonjun had already moved out with Soobin just about a month before their wedding.
Taehyun felt empty, alone, useless. Yeonjun had someone else now and that someone was not him. How he wishes it that someone would be him. Waking up to see the older's angelic face. His morning kisses. His cooking's, the love and affection he would always give to Taehyun when he's down. They were all gone now.
I guess we were just never meant for each other... I hope your happy with him forever
I love you.
