You take me on. I know that I would do anything for you. There's no one. there's no one who can replace you. whatever it may be whatever you are facing right now, the reason you avoid me, the reason you broke up with me has nothing to do with me so, I don't think ill leave you. I'm there for you standing at the end of the road. I never really spoke to myself about the feelings which I have on you. Like I just cannot figure it out so easily even though I was trying to figure it, you just snapped away from my life just like that. I was like a wake up call for me. Its more like someone was pushing me to go ask you whats the reason behind the breakup when I actually knew what was it. I told you it's like I'm on a roller coaster. It went so fast that I never thought of thinking about you. Like I just lived the moment. I never reviewed it later or like visioned it before. But the feeling when you left was horrible. Like apart from the reasons of all breakups like without considering them, like honestly how much bad or toxic the relationship may be, you should've have experienced a beautiful moment at least once when you are with them. It's love. They introduced love to you. And that person is you. You introduced a new, different, undiscovered chapter in my life. Like I just couldn't think of anyone who can replace that place for me. Like you discovered so you had all the rights. I never thought of an alternative at that point of time. But there were times when I did not consider you maybe I was so into myself to recognise you or never thought that you were the actual one. Just normalising breakup feelings. Unregarded in whatever relation you were in. I just don't know whether to conclude that feeling I have for you is love but I surely know that it is something special that I never ever had for anyone. People come and go but you left a fossil in my heart which remains ever and ever. You were that dandelion which promised me to never fade away due to wind. You promised to stay with me lifelong holding my hand,supporting you, guiding you, loving you, exploring the whole world until the world knows that we are special for each other. And just like a Thanos snap everything disappeared.the world and the person I used to be when I'm with you remained As a dream. Imagination. But living in reality, I never wanted one. I always wanted someone to become a fossil in my heart but nevertheless he leaves it and disappears. You were precious. Very precious. I would take at most care if I had you and had known your value before. I had this very beautiful person who always retained for me, assured, relied on me. But not always luck favours us. Its just that person is not meant for us. I met you when you had a pure soul of innocence, pure love for me, eyes full of visions, the braveness that brought you to me, I never ever wanted to leave you. I still hold a good place for you in my heart. Your that person who comes in a lifetime. You are my meteor in the sky full of stars. Your presence can turn any night into day full of sunshine. You can outstand all the stars in the sky. You describe the world for me. I would love to spend time with you together knowing about each other. Especially knowing about you. I literally love that. I regret. I deeply regret for everything that happened between us. I just still cannot get over with it so easily. Though I wasn't mature that time, but I am now. The thought of you not wanting to continue this journey together absolutely shattered me. Into pieces. I just couldn't wake up to the reality. I don't know how alone you are or whether you are sharing your thoughts to anyone, but I assure you I'm always there here thinking about you, your presence, your excellence and everything, I share a part of each and every emotion you are going through in your life. This is real. I respect you. There are times where I disobeyed my own principles. And now, I am clearly aware about that. The evolution of you turning into a 18 year old from a 12 year old is epic. I could appreciate you for everything. The sorrowness you had it in your heart which slipped through you, I was mesmerised. I mean I felt sorry for you and at the same time I couldn't think of you being in that situation. I'm the only one who knows how alone you are. Probably this is the thing which never lets me to leave you. I can write pages and pages. I Learn a lot from you.
