Everything feels so heavy
My body, my mind, my heart
Thinking all of the things that made me want to go further in life are not effective anymore.
I want to die, i want to disappear, i want to sleep and don't bother waking up, i just want to rest without worrying about what to teach and how to teach.
The pressure became overwhelming, that my body gave up and now my mind is about to go next. My heart could take it but it feels so heavy. The anxiety and anxiousness is taking over everything. It makes it hard to even move.
Who do i blame?
Myself?
My work?
My head?
How about you? You can share it here and i won't tell.
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Train of Thoughts
RandomThis is not a story, but my everyday thoughts. You can reflect on it, relate or you can simply just ignore or read. This may either hurt or make you sad. Your choice to read.
