The difficulty of no motivation ~Itto

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Like every morning the motivation to get up was zero. Even though it would be more fitting to say that the motivation was more like negative. Not even the thought of your favorite activities could get you a bit motivated. If you could, you would never leave the bed. You might as well try to stay in there as long as possible you thought. There wouldn't be anyone anyway who would miss you. Perhaps that one "friend" would but only when all the other people she usually hangs out with aren't available. Though the feeling she would have probably would be quite like the actual missing but just not wanting to be alone. The only person that would actually make you feel better and motivated probably doesn't really care or even realize that you weren't there. At least that's what you thought. After a few hours, the door practically flew open. "Where is my favorite dwarf?!" What the fuck is he doing here? Did the Arataki Gang get caught doing some illegal stuff? Where is Shin- before you could finish thinking you felt some strong arms wrapped around you. You couldn't explain it but it felt.... nice. But then the nice feeling was replaced by the one of being squeezed to death. "Why aren't you talking to meeeeeee?! Did I do something wrong?" our "little" drama queen said between sobs. "Nuuuuuuuuuu! You didn't do anything wrong!" You said trying to calm down the red oni. "Then what is wrong?!" the now pouting man asked. To this you couldn't really give an answer because how could you possibly explain what is going on inside you, you yourself can't understand your feelings. The only thing you do know is that you can't motivate yourself to do anything. "Does that have to do with you sleeping a lot and barely getting out of bed anymore?" the oni mentioned. That quite surprised you since you didn't think he was such observant. You just nodded. By now he put you on his lap while offering to let you cry into him but at this moment you didn't feel like crying especially since you don't like crying in front of people. Of course, it was something different with Itto but at this moment you still preferred to just be in the oni's strong arms and just feel his warmth. Also, you wanted to hear about Itto's Beatles fights again. For some reason listing to Itto's voice was absolutely relaxing. It didn't take long before you fell asleep in his lap. Itto tried his best not to wake you up even though a few times it was really close to waking you up but for some reason he always managed to let you sleep. Still, while you were in your peaceful slumber the horned man planned something with the help of the Arataki gang and your best friend that went to check on you two. 

At around 7 pm the gentle but most of the time hyperactive oni woke you up since everything was finally prepared. When you finally regained full consciousness you were quite surprised that you actually fell asleep. Even more surprising than that was that the more child-like man had actually planned something for you two together this evening. Together you two went to Amakane Island where you saw a picnic already waiting with an amazing view of Narukami Island and Inazuma city. You were totally amazed by the whole thing. "You did all of this?" you questioned while being shocked by everything. "Of course, I did this all by myself my little dango!" he stated proudly. Meanwhile, in the background, there is the Arataki gang looking very disappointed at their leader especially Kuki and your best friend. "I told you not to call me that bro!" "Why are you calling me brooo?! Do you not love me anymore?!?" he asked sobbing. After some time comforting and reassuring the big baby you two finally sat down to eat some of the prepared food. You definitely could taste that this is food made by your best friend and Kuki and not by Itto (since it wasn't burned-). At this point, you couldn't ask for more. You were with your favourite person and you got your favourite food made by your best friend and other members of the Arataki gang. Being back in Itto's lap made you feel especially great. Also not having to deal with the constant feeling of being unable to get any motivation makes you feel so relaxed. You thought the night couldn't get any better but sure enough, it did. As the sky was covered with beautiful stars by now you saw something you didn't quite expect. It was Yoimiya's specialty, the amazing colorful fireworks. You watched in awe as the fireworks lit up the dark sky. For sure this was the best evening since a very long time.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 14, 2022 ⏰

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