My Mommies

Chapter 1

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I woke up as my alarm rang loudly throughout my room. Another restless night, for the past week or so ive been struggling with sleep because everytime I closed my eyes hoping my dreams would take over im left with another night of sleep paralysis and the noises that scare me. I really need to make an appointment with a doctor because im tired of this. I got myself dressed and ready for work. I work at the local library something about books intrigues me I love getting lost in the romance novels and some erotica here and there, daydreaming about what could be.

I was feeling lazy today so I decided to just throw on some baggy jeans and a trippy mushroom sweatshirt because its fun to look at when im high. I almost forgot I needed to text my plug about getting some weed because I ran out yesterday. Once I was done procrastinating I left my hair down and just decided to fix my eyebrows and do a dark brown liner over my cupid's bow to give the big doe lip effect and put on my converse, grabbed my backpack and keys, then ran out the door to my car.

I quickly got in the car and drove off the library is about 10 minutes away from my house so I have to get up a bit earlier than I'd like so I'd make it on time and not get scolded by ms. Cooper again about how bad of an employee I am but she loves me I hear it way too much. I turned on the radio and hummed some tunes while I made my way there. Once I arrived I parked my car and didn't spare much time so I wasn't late to work.  Ms. cooper smiled at me me arrive on time " good job Charlie look at you arriving on time" I rolled my eyes at her and laughed " yeah yeah move from behind the counter and go clock out before I get back in my car and run off." I stated 

Ms. Cooper smiled at me and went in the back to grab her things before kissing my forehead and leaving the library. I went behind the counter and set my shit on the floor before heading over to the back to grab the cart of books that need to be put back on the shelves before I get to read and relax. There was only a couple of books to put back because it's Friday most people are out fucking, or partying instead of reading but I didn't mind the less people the better I can save myself the embarrassment of fucking up my words and stuttering per usual.

Once I finished stocking the books I went to the erotica section I haven't been in this isle for a couple of days so I decided to take my time and really think about what book I wanted to check out. I decided to go for "being his submissive by Jamie black" this book was new we just got it last week and so far nobody has touched it so I might as well take a look right. I left the isle and sat behind the desk, I pulled my backpack next to my chair and grabbed my soft black blanket and began reading. The one thing I love about books is I just get lost in them everything else around me silences and the only focus I have is the book I like to imagine myself in the main characters shoes and make my own choices and plan what happens next.  The hours past by quickly and only one or two people showed up during my shift but then. Again I basically get paid to do nothing but read. I packed up my stuff and scarlet clocked in "see ya later scar" I smiled at scarlet and she smiled back " bye lovely " I clocked out and left the library.

While I was walking to my car I heard two people laughing females?? Their laughs where so beautiful and it made me smile but soon after I heard a loud gunshot I quickly got into my car and drove off heading straight home in hopes I can catch some more sleep before my desires punch me in the head. And I end up at John's bar trying to hit on a dude named gabriel or a girl named Jackie. I finally made it home safe. I'm not to worried about the gunshots around here it's a  normal thing I just feel bad to whoever it was and by a female too.me personally wouldn't take that level of disrespect but that's just me . Fuck it as long as it wasn't me I need to mind my damn business.

I got inside and put my shit up and changed into some boxers and a long black zip up hoodie I tied my hair up into a bun and grabbed my charger out of my backpack, plugging my phone in and laying down. I watched Instagram reels about makeup or eating asmrs to help me go to sleep and finally after a couple hours I passed out. This time I actually got some sleep I slept for 10 hours and finally woke up. I cried hard I was so relieved to finally get some rest and had a good sleep and for the first time in weeks I was in such a good mood this feeling was better than getting railed by some hot dude in a soft bed and waking up in a good mood because you had been sexually frustrated all day I decided im gonna go clubbing since I dont have work on Saturday through Monday.