Black and White

day 15

i repeat the process in the morning , like every FUCKING morning . i go downstairs just to realize that my brother is still here . "what are you doing here and why aren't you at school" i say. in orlando high school starts before middle school which is sad and stupid. "i dint want to go to school . so i just stayed" jade says . he looks at me with a death stare and i wonder wether he is mad or tired . Today is my moms birthday , so i decided to make her something to eat but my mom is a health maniac and everything she eats is small and healthy (aka disgusting) . by the end of the day when i am walking home , i decide to fuck it and just buy her something like she always does for my birthday.

when i get home , mom is sitting on the couch with a laptop that i have never seen before . "MOMMMMMMM " I scream at the top of my lungs. my mom gives me a terrified look . "yes i got an expensive laptop for my birhday " she says . i stare at its beauty and its beautiful screen and say the computers name in a really low voice "MacBook Pro" . my mom then snatches the computer from my hands and says " and i am not sharing " . i then go to my room but then i wonder how they can afford buying this laptop and that is the moment when i run back to the living room to ask. i ask my mother and she said " your dad has a new business of selling cars and now we are getting money . that is why we moved here to this , we just want to keep it away from you " . " OMG MOM , now we have money really " i say . i have never been more happier .i lived a really bad life in miami and i couldn't wait for things to get better. i run to my room, check my calendar and mark how many days are left till my birthday 2 WHOLE FUCKING WEEKS .im excited and sad at the same time , sad because i don't want to turn 13 and happy because this means i will finnaly have something valuable .