(HIATUS)
Sometimes the life behind the screen looks a lot different .
,,Okay Hyunjin , let's start this interview . Tell me about your story behind the screen."
,,well, how should I start this..."
The story shows what hate and misunderstandings ca...
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I took all of my strength and pressed myself off of the floor . I walked towards the mirror and looked at myself , Felix was already out of the room and I don't know why tbh . I took off my shirt and my eyes widen .
,Why do I look like that ?' I placed my fingers where my abs should be , but the only thing that was there was ... fat? I took a piece of skin between my fingers and stretched it a bit . How did I turn like this? That's not possible . My breath got stuck and my eyebrows started lifting and curling . My eye trailed around the room for no reason . I quickly made a cup with my hands and drank some water from the Sink . Also made my face and hair a bit wet to get my mind clear . What the fuck was wrong with me right now? Why do I look like another person and why the hell do I feel like this ?!
Maybe I should start training more .... Well , I need to because if they will see me like this they won't let me stay in the group .
*how about eating less .*
Yeah ... maybe I should go on a diet or something . But nothing more! I'm gonna research about diets later in bed but for now I need to control my damn breath !
I gripped the side of the sink with my hands and started hyperventilating. I still feel so god damn nauseas ! I grabbed my phone with shaky hands and pressed a number i recently learned by rote . I placed the phone on my ear and waited .
,,Hey what's up ? Are you better now?"
,,Hey u-uhm not really . Do you have something against nauseas ?" my voice sounded shaky and unclear .
,, Yeah sure.... Wait I'm gonna bring you som-„
,,NO!" why am I saying that ? What is wrong with Chan seeing me?
,,Uh okay ... if you say so?"
Oh god why did I react like that . He's probably hurted by that now....
I hung up and pulled my white loose Shirt over my head but instantly shrunk at the feeling . The Shirt wasn't really loose anymore what surprised me .
I rubbed my eyes in hope that I was imagining it but as I opened them again , nothing has changed AT ALL .
—— I hope you all liked that one 💕 stay hydrated and save ! Make sure you drank and ate enough today . I love you all so much 💕 Mwuah
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