i dont want to ever do an expose book again but looks like i have to

ur srsly hiding from the proof.

MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, DEATH AND YEAH.

@heartsfordrea  also known as kaeandkaylarsocool is a supporter of Fallon. and if you don't know who Fallon is, i'll explain.

 Fallon (or Fall) is a girl who faked her own death to see how people would ''react''. now, her acc used to be unholycravings but then she changed it to piercedhrts. but (correct me if im wrong) she deleted her acc due to all the hate. AND HONESTLY, I WOULDNT EVEN CALL IT HATE MYSELF. people were saying the facts, telling her that it was wrong, but yk. ppl started insulting her and telling her their own ''suicidal'' stories. hence, she deleted her account (bruh). but, i recently found out she also has an alt acc she uses. i don't know the user but ive seen it in screenshots, i just didn't bother memorising it. 

so then, of course, the cinderella remake occurs.

Kayla, or Kay, stupidly decided to support and defend her ex (Fallon). which, to me, seems just so pathetic. fallon did nothing right, all she did was create drama on a reading app.

A F#KIN READING APP.

so kayla is all like ''im here for you ill love you forever'' and that cheesy ex couple shit, and yeah theres even screenshots ill provide later on.

IM JUST TIRED OF PEOPLE IGNORING THE FACT THAT THERES PEOPLE THAT HAVE SUCCEDED IN COMMITING SUICIDE. 

and yall are here joking about it? faking it?

WHAT POSSESED YOU TO DO THAT?

like what.

legit what.

theres people out there who go to therapy everyday bc they have serious anxiety problems. depression. suicidal thoughts. 

or do yall live under a rock so you dont know anything about this?

like bruh. this is a reading app. not a faking-suicide app. it rlly aint.

this was her talking about her everyone was insulting her and spilling facts.

 so like no. 

are you dumb enough to admit that?

 Lmao i-

this is vancehoppers argument on the situation. and ik this ''book'' is mostly about kayla, but i think fall could also be included.

also, do yall actually want to know what being suicidal is?

its waking up and litreally just punching yourself bc you didn't want to wake up. its hating yourself and everyone and everything. its wanting to actually die. its looking at yourself in the mirror and just feeling like you want to vomit because everyone makes you think you're fat. its like this feeling in your stomach, and no, its not bc ur hungry, but bc it feels like something is just eating you inside. its crying everyday while listening to lana del rey because it seems like your life is awful and no one gets you (''you're too young to feel that'' ''stop overthinking'' ''youre so dumb for crying, just shut up'' 

 (that was my experience with suicidal thoughts beause i was getting physically and verbally bullied at my highschool.  also, lana del rey slays..)

STOP FAKING THIS SHIT.

i had anxiety and i would cry each time i had to enter the school gate. so its not funny. i even considered not eating, which is why i avoided the lunch hall. people would laugh at me and spill water on my chair. the girl who did all this to me didnt get expelled. never. luckily, this year im chaining schools. it was just too much for me. i had depression too, and yes, i was very suicidal. i had to call a helpline, but still, i felt really bad. i hated everyday and every minute. they would just bully me for everything.

AND YALL are over here JOKING ABOUT IT?

my god what world do we live in?

even thinking about it makes me feel bad.

-alora, 

the therapist with a cat.

CHECK THE NEXT CHAPTER