There's a lot to update you guys on. I've worked out my religious trauma with my therapist. My mom is planning to cancel the restraining order on Monday to communicate with her ex due to financial issues and problems with the car (owned by her ex) since the license plate is set to expire next month. The new co-worker at my workplace is awesome, so things are good at work. I've grown much more in my spirituality. I've learned to understand who God, or the source, is, and who Jesus is. I've found people who I relate to on Facebook like David D'Andre, who has a PhD in Biblical studies. He is the author for the famous book 'TULIP: The Poisonous Flower of Calvinism.' In his book, he exposes the toxic and unhealthy beliefs within the Christian community and sheds light on what we believe is true: that love itself is God. There's a lot to my belief system, but to summarize, I believe good itself is God, and that Jesus is of God in human form. I believe everyone returns to their natural state of being a spirit after their physical death. We are all spirits, and to be a spirit is to be GOOD. No matter how evil someone is in this world, they are still GOOD. I want to thank David D'Andre for the truth. I want to thank others like Simon Yap, Jim Palmer, Naked Pastor (on social media), Jacob M. Wright, and the community 'Jesus Without Baggage' for sharing the truth about what God is. I thank them all for confirming to me that God isn't a super-being in heaven on a throne judging our every move to make sure we follow his laws or else we burn and get tortured in hell for eternity. I've grown to know that we are all eternal love in this universe, and that we are all part of GOD. I'm so happy with where I am in terms of spirituality. It lets me see this wicked world with peace. I can walk in war zones with peace. That's how peaceful I have become because of my spirituality. There are the financial problems that me and my family are dealing with right now though, but I will find my way around that. Our true nature is peace, so I will follow that.
- September 17, 2022
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