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Most people will be asleep at 4:30 In the morning but sadly I'm still up... Wondering.., thinking.. Over thinking everything... Worrying... Caring so much... But everyone has there nights when they can't sleep but... Mine are every night.. No sleep at all and going day to day and week by weeks or more without it.. But we all have monsters and demons that we all face but some face it every night and they become real and nightmares because things and things become a part of you then become so real it's always there like a shadow that's behind you and at night they come out to play to feats on human flash, souls and peaceful minds that they get so deep in side to take over a person and makes them go very unlike there self and fine something very sharp or a bottle of pills to swallow to easies the pain just so they will get away from these "things" that become a part of them but what are theses "things" call? Do they have a name? Or are they just there? But some do have names, the most one that used in the eye of a stupid human (what you think and say) is call "Depression" that's what people or doctors say what it is just to put a label on it so they can feed you pills that makes everything worse and makes theses "things" come out even more and you will just go crazy and kill your self! But wait? Isn't that what you wanted? Was to kill your self? I'm i right? Or Am I just a victim of self harm and other things that a person is not proud of but again it's about 4:30 in the morning... Having to fight with theses monster over and over again.. One day they just mite kill me...