A Letter From Heaven (EXO Fanfic)

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"Well, it's true that I have been hurt in my life.

Quite a bit.

But it's also true that I have loved, and been loved.

and that carries a weight of its own.

A greater weight, in my opinion.

It's like that pie chart we talked about earlier. 

In the end, I'll look back on my life and see that the greatest piece of it was love.

The problems, the divorces, the sadness...

those will be there too, but just smaller slivers, tiny pieces."

I wanted to tell you everything, maybe if I'd been able to, we could have lived differently, maybe I'd be there with you now instead of here.

Maybe... if I said, 'I'm so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything,' maybe that would have made the impossible possible.

Maybe, but I couldn't do it, I had buried too much too deeply inside me.

And here I am, instead of there."