Me

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Before you start let me introduce myself...Hi my name is Riley. I'm 16. Um... I have a mom, a dad, and older siblings(whose names are important right now), I have long-ish wavy brown hair, I'm not very tall, I am not the girliest of girls but I will wear some girly clothes, I find my self ugly no matter how many times people say I'm not and umm.....oh ya I have anxiety, depression, I have a low self-esteem, I self harm, I cry myself to sleep and I'm very self-conscious especially around guys but some times I can play it off cool.
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Dear family,
   I know I'm the youngest and all but it doesn't mean I have to be the last to die old. I could finally be first at something. I could be the first one to die. Or the first to commit suicide. How have none of you noticed the scars or that I wanted to die. I'll be happy when I'm gone, highschool has been killing me and you never cared to notice I-

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