Neverland

Priceless

3yrs, 3yrs of being under medication. 3yrs of attending support groups and a few important seminars. 3yrs of finding that person in the events that i often and usually attend. I envy this teenage love affair movie fault in our stars, she had an early chance of seeing his prince charming Augustus. Inspite of their medical condition, God found a way to give them a temporary cure, and that is love.  When I watched the film, everything felt nice and clean, the story is just superb and heart warming, the script, the flow, everything was played properly.

Sometimes I wished that the story is parallel to my life. I'm hoping that I can achieve it perfecetly or atleat somehow like it. Its 4am/Thursday, i woke up on my alarm clock, stood up right away, and went to the bathroom to bathe. Need to attend an important event slash support group. Didnt have much time to have a quick breakfast, just grabbed the food that I want to bring, brushed my teeth then wore my #ootd then started my car.  I felt nothing special on this day so i only wore my skinny jeans, white shirt and black leather jacket with few studs on the collar together with my new 3inch boots i bought from my salary. Just the usual get up.  

I was on my way to Edsa going to Pateros when i recieved a call from my long term friend and constant textmate Kyle. Hi kyle, top of the morning, why so early to disturb my hoping to be lovely day? I'm actually off to work, just so stressed with my trainees, theyre having a hard time understanding the tool im teaching. Kyle works as a Technical Trainer in a BPO somewhere in Ortigas, we've been friends for almost 3yrs and like Ive said constant textmates. He's taller than me really, he's 5'9 and I'm only 5'7(without any heels). He's tan, middle eastern looking, has an akward smile but its workable. He's not buff either but once you see him from afar his machismo swag appears.  Do I like him? Nah! Just a friend really and he only see me as his little brother/sister so it's really impossible! I don't know about him. What the! You can do it! I believe in you dear! You're one the skillful and smartest friend who is a trainer that I know for the past 3years of friendship! Anyway I'm on my way to Pateros, need to attend a symposium blah blah blah. . . 

I'm one of the speakers who'll make an award winning speech honey! Then I laughed like I'm insane. Hahaha! Where in Pateros? let us both have breafast, I'm pretty sure there is a 247 Mc'donalds that exists there, my treat! I just miss my friend and their hot chocolate with hash brown! Oh okay, sure! It's just near Earnest st. accross Pateros Podium and Axel building. I miss you too, wait maybe you're depressed that's why you wanted to see me Huh? Me? I'm really okay trust me! I just missed you alot thats all. Okay, Ill see you in awhile then, just need to get my motorcycle.  Okay Kyle see you, drive safely okay! No probs, likewise! - call disconnected

It feels great to drive this early, feel like I'm the king of the road and it is only 4:40am. I'm about to take a left turn at Ayala going to BGC to make a shortcut, I volumed up Kylie Minogue's Get out of my way song   to get my spirit all pumped-up. Got stuck in a minor traffic unfortunately guess I'm not only the one who's making an early day busy. Finally I arrived and had to say "destination successful" like a homo toned GPS. I parked at Mc'donalds and waited for Kyle to arrive.

Good thing my friend doesn't value filipino time. He arrived at 4:55am just in the nick of time. Hi sweet princess, did I keep you awaiting? Not at all sir, you arrived quite fast, which route did you take? From your heart haha, just kidding! I took the C5 road so I won't get late, i don't  wanna get laid you know wink wink! Besides I'm hungry and can't wait to see you at the same time. Felt amazed internally with what he said that i awwed so loud that few customers went all heads back at me.

Alrighty my King, anyway shall we have the mini banquet started? Sure my lady, what do you want? It'll be my treat like i have said. Alright alright, I wish to have 2pcs pancakes with extra maple syrup and a hot chocolate, hope it isnt too much!  Not at all, now just sit there and Ill do the ordering. I'll be watching you my lady. You crazy fool you :), carry on!  Kyle is such a joker, he's a natural ever since we've meet.  He's the loquacious one, the first time  weve meet was in a bookstore in downtown Manila.

He's so care free that he seemed to know me for such a long time. We bumped at each other at the top selling fiction aisle, didn't thought that he is a Daniel Kluvitsch fan too! We talked about the book and the rest is history. He grew up abroad with his grandmom, he finished his secondary then moved here for college. He studied in a university somewhere south and finished Technical Science. No wonder he's a tech trainer now, guess it is in his blood, his passion. Order up! What on Earth are you so busy honey, time check it is only 5:10am. You mean this? Just making my own Golden Globe speech for later. You better eat a little missy or you'll blackout. Okay okay geez, you sounded like my mom. Let's just eat.  I'm starving that I could manage to eat a bull! Why eat a dog when you can eat me!? :) Kyle is also a joker, we consider him as the clown of the peer. How I wish I could be like him, carefree and always jovial.

About me? I grew up in a stiff and strict environment with my parents, Im an only child. My friends consider it lucky but I see it like torture, a no way out asylum. My parents are half chinese and half filipino, we no longer follow the chinese traditions which is a good thing coz they said it's horrible.

I finished Nursing for I have this dream of becoming a nurse to doctor. Writing and reading are one of my hobbies so whenever Kyle calls in and Im not picking up then he knows what im up to. Hey Sundance, how are you, resently youve been posting foods and events so much on instagram. Having a great time ae?  Yup, busy posting good-vibes. And you? seems like the only thing you know is going to gym posting videos of you doing push-ups and and dumbels. Seems like your gymaholic now.  Not really, just want to prove something to the person im courting. Weve talked for such a long time now, he's Thai based in London. Woah, hold on there! Seems like someone is inlove, so damn happy for you! Hahaha if only you knew how difficult long distance comms and relationships are.

You know what, I myself am having a hard time contacting you knowing that you're only here in the country, now what more if you're from the outside. Well you do know how busy I am these past few months right? I rarely get the chance to have time for myself! Yes i know, but  what about your friends, what about us! Then he went cutie patootie with his puss in boots facial expression where everyone will go aww. Hahaha stop it, you're acting like a toddler again. Why not princess, I'm only 26 and you're just 24. We're somehow still like kids, and because of that I shall tickle you till you fall from your chair hahahaha! Ugh, don't you everrrr, you know tickle is my weakness! Sorry my bad princess can't help to fool around :)

Hey! its already 6am and the event will start at around 7am, I should prepare and finish the speech im constructing. Aren't you gonna leave yet? Nah, i decided to accompany you, so that everyone will you know that you have a "partner" or something and when they see me, they'll refuse to approach you. You sure do have an out of this world thinking Kyle. I cant imagine that ill br standing infront of a huge crowd again. I'm already used to this thing but this one feels like the 1st time. Imagining that Ill be infront of important guests and representatives around the globe for the annual ADHD awareness month. I hope I could deliver this more than Im expecting. 

#priceless