Trespass
Napabalikwas ako sa higaan ng mabasa ko ang text ni Trinity. Peter is harmless.. before. But now I wouldn't think the same way anymore. After he sexually harassed me inside of elevator, the fear and trauma formed inside of me.
Peter is the mastermind.
Footsteps of mine move faster as well as the growing baggage inside of my heart and lungs. Only Jacob and Vian knows my unit password, but why do I feel like he knows everything or he can find anything he wants?
It is a question but my two answers are still fighting.
Brushing of the thought in my head, remembering the door unit is automatically locked whenever it's closed. I sighed in relief and head down to the kitchen to grab some milk to help myself sleep.
It's been a while since Trinity text me. We haven't talked about numerous events I missed since I left Jacob's company. Still don't know if he already signed it but who cares? I don't want to go back there anymore.
I want a new company to work for except my Dad's and Jacob's grand companies.
Or my second plan is just be a huge investor of some firms and grow money without putting too much work. But I need to work first before I have an amount to lend.
Damn it.
It's past 2am yet my eyes are still wide open from reading a book— a romance book.
Trinity's text still bothers me but my situation here is the same. No Peterson Alvarez came out of the blue to trespass my unit so why on earth am I not still worn out?
I continue reading as my senses drawn to sleep.
Phone vibrating woke me up from slumber and sound of playing music from the living room downstairs. Maybe the stubborn Jacob insist to come back this morning and messed with my house today despite of me telling him to leave me alone for a while.
I pick my body up from my cozy bed to take a shower and finally kick his ass out from my house. Only wearing a short and oversized shirt, I rushed down the living room because of two people arguing and shouting from each other. My breathing became hard to do as I heard the familiar drunk voice and Damo's voice from the living room.
"Get out of my way!" a shout comes from a drunk voice.
But before I even get down to the spot where I could see the living area, a loud thud after a thunder of voice shout from the outside—wanting to get in. As my body entered the area where the accident happen, I saw Jacob's broad back moving up and down as if he ran a 20 kilometers marathon while facing the door. This is not the first time seeiing him enflame with someone, but for gut reason my foot steps start to reverse and walk away. But stupidity grew in me, crashed into the vase plant on the corner of the staircase, making Jacob notice my presence.
"Avyanna." He called me by my name.
My breath hitched not because of the bad fall I got from the vase but because of the hideous dark voice he did while calling my name. It's like him calling my name everytime I'm in trouble. He is undeniably different today than yesterday, seem like he's been watching me tremble with fresh wounds on my skin.
"Did Peter did you dirty again? Answer me Avyanna." Jacob asked, my head remained down not wanting to answer any of his question.
"oh God, please not..." I heard him speak under his breath but I could'nt understand what he said—sound like a mumble.
Nanlalabo ang mga mata ko sa namumuong luha hindi lang dahil sa pagbagsak ng katawan ko kundi sa nananatiling nakatayong tao na mahalaga sa akin, pinapanood lang akong masaktan. What is happening? We're just fine yesterday and now he's looking at me with dead eyes.
My tears gush down as he walk closer to me scooping me from the floor, his heavy breathing on the side of my neck made me cry more while he is making my arm circled around his neck and my legs wraped around his waist.
Jacob panicked as my sob grew louder. Making his way up to my room while planting kisses on the side of my cheeks, I feel his trembling arms hug my body tighter.
"No, no, no baby please hush down na, I'm sorry if I scared you,"
"I'm scared when I recieved the officer's call, I thought I'm already too late when I arrived to your unit. I t-thought I'm gonna see you in that w-worst situation a-again." He halt in front of my bedroom.
"S-So you are not m-mad at me?" I asked.
"How dare I?" Jacob tamed my hair and place some kisses on my forehead, while walking us inside my room.
Jacob put me down on my bed and walked through my closet to pick some clothes and soothing oil for massage.
"take off your shirt, baby." he command, "what did you just said Damo?" I hissed.
I clearly swore to myself that we wouldn't do it again until marriage. Until our life was tied together until death.
Damo heaved a sigh and lift up my shirt and clipping it in to my bra. His trambling hands started massaging my limbs, he is obviously controlling himself from doing too far from touching my skin.
"Nagseselos ako,"
Kanina natatakot, ngayon nagseselos?
Adik ka ba?
"walang nagtanong Damo."
Huminto si Jacob sa pagmamasahe sakin at tiningnan ako ng masama. He doesn't like the nickname I made for him. Damo should be honoured because I gave him one, I only gave people something to call when I adore them!
"I said I'm jealous." He said while starting to continue his working veiny hands.
Tinaasan ko sya ng kilay. "So? What am I gonna do about it?"
Umiwas sya ng tingin.
"Simple lang ang gusto ko dia," jacob heaved a sigh. "I want cuddles and ki–kiss."
Namilog ang mga mata ko sa gulat at bigla ko nalang nahampas ang matigas nyang balikat, "No way in hell Jacob!" I expected him to want that, but ngayon ko lang sya narinig na maglambing sa bagay na gusto niyang gawin kasama ko.
After few minutes of him massaging my muscles, Damo release his hands off me as if it is burning his skin. Binaba nya na rin ang suot kong shirt para matakpan ang balat ko, siguro kung hindi nya iyon agad tinapos ay baka sa ibang lugar mapunta ang kamay nya dahil sa sobrang halata ng pagpipigil nya. Minsan ay naririnig ko pa syang dumaing habang seryosong sa ginagawa.
Jacob cleared his throat and stand up to change the subject into something else that is more important than cliche behaviour. Napansin kong nahiya sya sa mga sinabi nya which I find cute.
"You should get another lock on your door na. So that saint can't enter your playground anymore." Makahulugan niyang sabi.
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