You are in no position to be disappointed,
You are in no position to be sad
In no position to be greiving
nor to be in my life.
*
If I gave a second to a second thought,
I'd watch myself fall again and forgive you.
If I told you that I love you
that would be a guarantee
that I won't let go.
*
but it took me so much to do so
it took me hating the love I have for you
And hating my excuses and the lies I tell myself
all the suggar-coated truths hanging in my mind.
*
So don't make of me a monster
someone who breaks hearts.
When you know better than me in this.
*
So go on and move on
go on and learn how to love;
before you cause trouble to anyone with your smile.
before you make a fool out of someone...
*
I could count every note
and with each one I swore
that it wouldn't happen this time.
but if love makes you stupid
you're making me the biggest fool you'll ever find
*
so for what it was worth
I wished it went otherwise
I wished it followed what I had in mind
rather than how it turned out.
*
For what you deemed as normal and acceptable
you trespassed myself and my worth,
For what you deemed childish
I stood up for myself.
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i've been taking notes since forever,
but have you?
ever ?
