Broken By You

I'm sorry Louis I just got angry

Louis's POV:

I sat in the back of Liam's car staring out of the window as the heavy rain fell from the dark grey clouds in the sky the rain drops trickled down the car window like my tears falling down my cheeks, I was so grief stricken that I didn't even notice that we'd arrived back at mine and Harry's apartment until Niall tapped me on the shoulder and said 'Louis we're home mate' I didn't say anything In response I just got out of the car and made my way into the Apartment, Liam was in the kitchen putting the kettle on he turned around and said 'Louis is there anything I can get you'. 

I just walked past the kitchen and went upstairs to mine and Harry's room I knew what I had to do now and it was going to be one of the hardest things I've ever had to do I grabbed my phone from my coat pocket and rang Harry's mum. 

( A = Anne and L = Louis) 

A) Hello

L) Hi Anne it's Louis

A) Louis how are you my love? How's my Harry?

L) Anne I need to talk to you, it's about Harry

A) Oh is he okay Louis? 

L) Anne I am so sorry to have to tell you this but Harry sadly passed away this evening 

(Anne Crying on the other end of the phone)

A) Oh my baby, what happened to him

L) After the wedding ceremony I noticed that three of his fingers were discoloured, it turns out that he was suffering from Septicemia and unfortunately it had caused irreversible damage. 

A) I should have been there to support you

L) It's okay Anne, I had Niall and Liam there

A) Could you tell that Harry was leaving you was he afraid

L) He was peaceful. He passed away to me, Niall and Liam singing 18

A) Louis my dear I need to go and give Gemma a ring to let her know. But thank you so much for ringing me

L) Your welcome. I didn't want you to hear it from someone else

A) Harry was very lucky to have you Louis. And now that your my son in law you know you can ring me anytime if you need to talk or have a cry

L) Thank you Anne that means a lot. You can always call me anytime as-well

(End of the call) 

That night I changed into my warm pjs and put on one of Harry's hoodies which still smelt of him, I then climbed into bed and found Harry's huge rainbow teddy on his side of the bed and I remembered the night we all went to the fair and I spent ages on the ball in a bucket stall trying to win Harry the teddy, and the part I'll always remember is Harry's bright smile when I gave him the teddy. I pulled the teddy close to my chest and fell asleep with some music playing in the background. 

Niall's POV:

Myself and Liam had decided to give Louis some space tonight, we were sat on the sofa watching the end of a movie I yawned as the credits came on Liam looked at me and said 'Are you tired my love' I nodded and said 'Yeah I am abit. Are you tired' Liam nodded in response so we turned the TV off and each grabbed a glass of water before heading up to bed. I put my glass on my bedside table and then went across the hall to the bathroom just as I was about to go in I noticed Harry and Louis bedroom door was open slightly and the light was still on, I walked over and quietly walked into the room and my heart broke at the sight I saw. 

Louis was curled up facing the door cuddling Harry's rainbow teddy and wearing his Dark green hoodie, I switched the light off and closed the door. As I walked back towards the bathroom I noticed a picture on the wall of all of us together I walked back downstairs holding the picture and as I got to the sofa I sat down and stared at the picture my eyes instantly looked at Zayn. 

My knuckles turned white with anger as I gripped the frame and said 'Are you happy now you Bastard, you hurt Harry for years and then when he was happy with Louis and you couldn't have him you grew Jealous and you killed him'.

Louis's POV:

Dreams of Harry filled my sleep but I was woken when I heard shouting coming from downstairs it sounded like Niall and he sounded upset and I remembered that Harry's death would be affecting him as-well, I got out of bed and walked out into the hall I could tell Liam was asleep because I could hear his loud snoring. I walked downstairs and saw Niall sat on the sofa crying with his head in his hands and on the floor was a framed picture of us all during the last show of our Up all Night tour, Niall looked up as he head me walking across the wooden floor he wiped the tears from his eyes and said 'Louis I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you up'. 

I stepped over the glass shards and sat on the sofa beside Niall and said 'It's okay you didn't wake me up, Niall talk to me what's wrong', Niall looked at the picture and said 'I didn't mean to smash the glass and the frame, I just saw Zayn's face and I got angry'. I pulled Niall into a hug his tears landed on my t-shirt soaking the fabric I took the picture from his hands and said 'Niall it's okay don't worry about the frame, and you know it's okay to feel angry I feel anger towards Zayn as-well but what's important at this time is that we all stick together and remember Harry as he was'. 

I lead Niall into the bathroom and grabbed the first aid box and cleaned the cuts on Niall's hand, once I'd finished Niall hugged me tight and said 'We'll be alright Louis', I cried into Niall's hoodie and said 'Yeah we will be alright Niall. Come on it's late we should get some sleep'. Myself and Niall made our way back upstairs I went back into my room and got back into bed I grabbed Harry's rainbow teddy and fell asleep. 

Niall's POV:

I tip toed into the spare room where Liam was sound asleep I stripped down to my boxers and t-shirt before climbing into bed I rolled over facing Liam and gently pulled him towards me so I could cuddle him, Liam stirred slightly and said 'Where did you get to my love' I kissed Liam on the forehead and said 'I just got abit upset my love, Louis woke up when he heard me crying and we just sat and talked downstairs'.