So today was really good.
I mean yea I was still depressed.
But my friends made me laugh.
Especially when I was upset.
They love me,
I know they do,
But I don't love myself,
I'm gonna keep this short.
I don't like myself.
At all.
But you know what,
People don't have to point it out.
I literally feel so pathetic
Especially today
I don't even know why
I just do
I hate dresses to.
Random.
But I really do.
I look so bad.
I feel fat.
Like I am,
But dresses make me feel like it.
And I've gained so much.
I think I'm gonna go back to starving again.
I lost so much from that.
But yea.
My friends will help me through it.
Well today I don't really know what to write so I'm gonna stop here
