my secrets

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my secrets

 

 

 

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i dreamed of swimming in the nice blue ocean

 

 

 

watching the sunsets sunrises the moon and the bright twinkling stars

 

 

 

 

 

but everything changed in a blink of an eye

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i tried to attempt suicide

 

 

 

 

i cut my veins and watch blood flow and drip in the floor

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

visions in my head about me being dead and what it would be like if i didnt exist in this world

 

 

 

 

 

there is no place for me in this dark cruel world

 

 

 

 

 

 

im so tired....