Stella's pov
Beatrix is currently sleeping next to me, it's 5 a.m. and I still can't close my eyes, I keep some lights on, just so I can see her face, I'm sat, holding her hand just in case she would wake up as with the other I put her red hair behind her ear once in awhile.
I decide to lay down, not letting go of the hold on her hand and let my eyes wander on the air fairy blood covered body.
Maybe I should've cleaned what I could, like her hands or chest, but when the specialists came back to the school the only thing I wanted, I needed, was her to be close to me, safe.
She opens her eyes quickly and she sits up, almost scaring me when I was finally about to fall asleep.
I sit up too, I've been preparing for this moment since I carried her in my room, but a knot still forms in my throat.
《Stella?》 She says looking at me confused, scared.
《I'm here, Bea, you're safe.》 I affirm as my other hand caresses her back, she looks at our intertwined ones for a brief moment, before she realizes that her magic is gone, I realize it too.
《I'm so sorry...》 I whisper trying not to sound too weak.
《Fuck..》 She swears looking at her hands, she then glances at me, I take her in a hug hesitantly, I feel her arms weakly surrounding me too as she puts her head on my chest.
《What happens now?》 She asks in a whisper, I caress her hair trying to comfort.
《I don't know, I don't know...》 I state sincerely.
《I'm useless, Rosalind's going to kick me out of here, I don't have somewhere to go...without my power I'm nobody.》 She affirms as I feel my skin getting wet, it's the first time I see her crying.
《We can make it work...I promise.》
《I have no one Stella, no one and nobody...I don't have a reign to come back to.》 She states and I'd be lying if I say that her words didn't hurt me.
《Stay with me.》 I say distancing myself so that she could see the sincerity in my eyes.
《What..?》 She demands quietly.
《I can't loose you again, Bea, I know you might hate it, but I have to admit that I couldn't sleep because I didn't know if you were safe, I just...can't.》 I admit almost ashamed. She shakes her head "no", as I feel my eyes getting watery.
《You will leave me too. You're the princess of Solaria, Stella.》 She affirms.
《Since when that changed a damn thing?》 I ask angrily.
《Since...》 She starts, our grazes never letting go of the other and I don't need to be a mind fairy to know that she's hiding something from me.
《Nothing, I think I should go, you already did too much for me, I don't want to be in debt.》 She says, about to go out the bed.
《I know you don't remember texting me.》 I state as she freezes turning around again to face me.
《I don't know if that was meant for me, but I know I was the one receiving it, and I think it's because deep down you want to trust me, Bea.》 I continue as I pass her her phone I placed on the small table next to me.
She opens the messages and I notice I'm the only contact to not be archived, she sighs and turns off the screen of her phone, she then looks around.
《So this is the princess' room.》 She says to herself glaring around.
《And Flora's, unfortunately, what, you expected an entire house in my room?》 I ask ironically.
《I'm just surprised, you hate having a roommate but still, I seem to be on your bed.》 She affirms smirking at me.
《You know it's rude to change the subject.》 I state teasing.
《How rude of us then.》 She says as I keep adoring her smirk, maybe a little to much for my liking, but I just can't help it.
《I can afford it, I'm not the one who's a bloody mess.》 I say knowing that I wouldn't trigger her, that wasn't the problem. She checks me out as I feel her stare burning on my skin.
《Sad to announce that once again you're wrong...you must have kept me really close.》 She states quietly.
《I won't affirm or deny, until you come back to what we were saying.》 I say and she rolls her eyes.
《It matters.》 She affirms.
《Why?》 I ask firmly.
《Because I can't afford to crave something I can't have.》 She whispers as I miss a breath feeling my heart beating faster in my chest.
《You...》
《Of course I do, Stel. How could I not?》 She scoffs ironically.
I crawl closer to her as our hands on the blanket slightly touch.
《I did keep you very close...》 I whisper, I feel like a child with a first crush but it's too good to feel embarrassing.
《Thank you.》 She says quietly, I cup her right cheek caressing it with my thumb. She traces two fingers under my eyes delicately.
《You can sleep now.》 She says sweetly smirking.
《Yeah..and you can go in my bathroom and shower.》 I say chuckling and she scoffs jokingly.
《I could also go to my room, I'm sure the others don't want me near and I don't have my clothes.》 She shares.
《They aren't even in the other world, I'm sure you won't disturb. And I won't leave you to wander in the school at this hour. Also, you'd be cute in my clothes.》 I affirm smirking.
《Possessive much..》 She teases distancing herself to get up.
《I'd use different wording, but yeah..》 I say laying down taking the whole mattress. She leans and kiss my forehead making me blush.
《I'll find you here when I wake up?》 I ask quietly.
《I'll wake you up.》 She affirms and I smile quickly turning to face the opposite side and close my eyes.
I hear the water of the shower starting to float and fall asleep.
I live a lot in my dreams, and remember most of them. Bea and I are out in the dark, stargazing with some whiskey to keep us company, I'm cuddled into her chest and for some reason being out alone, without any protection, doesn't scare me, I'm safe, the scrapers don't exist here, everything's so quiet.
Feeling an hand caressing my arm i wake up, but decide to keep my eyes close, just to enjoy the feeling.
《Come on, I know you're awake.》 I hear her voice say and I smirk as the hand that previously was on my arm is now intertwined with mine.
I turn around and open my eyes slowly to get used to the light, I immediately smile when I see her in my clothes, she's wearing my beige sweater and lilac trousers.
《Take a picture, it will last longer.》 She says sarcastically and I sigh sitting up.
《What hour is it?》 I ask trying to find my phone.
《It's 10 a.m. It would've been better if you slept 'till 12 a.m. but I know you would've killed me.》 She affirms chuckling and I smile.
She then remembers something and leaves the room, Bea comes back in a moment with breakfast as I picture this image in my head of her slightly running with the plate in both of her hands, smiling and looking at it, making sure it wouldn't fall.
《Here, princess.》 She says sitting back next to me, I take her cheeks between my thumb and the other fingers and lean forward to kiss her left cheek, she smiles cutely and passes me the plate.
《Thank you.》 I whisper as our faces are just a few inches apart.
She leans in and our lips finally touch, I let my hand to cup her cheek as hers crawls on the back of my neck to keep me closer, my whole body and senses focussing on the feeling of her plump lips on mine as our heads tilt together to meet the other.
《Oh, sorry!》 We both here a voice say and turn quickly to look at the door, seeing Flora closing the door behind her leaving.
《What a way to ruin the moment.》 I scoff and she looks at me worried.
《What?》 I ask tracing a line on her neck.
《Won't you run to tell her not to tell about this to anyone?》 She asks worried, I take her hand to calm her down.
《No, I won't, unless you want me too, obviously, but I do prefer to stay with you here.》 I state and she smiles weakly, picking the croissant she brought on the plate and place it close to my lips, making sure that she wouldn't let the crumbs fall on the blanket.
《I agree.》 She says with an hint of happiness, I take a bite and realize it's filled with strawberry jam. I hum in pleasure as it's my favourite.
《How did you know I always have this?》 I ask surprised and she chuckles.
《Sometimes you, princess, forget to completely clean your mouth after having breakfast, in hurry to see me of course.》 She says smirking.
《Or maybe you, stormy, stare too long at my lips.》 I tease and she rolls her eyes, I peck her lips and we hear a knock at the door.
《Is it okay?》 I ask quietly and I could see a hint of indecision in her eyes, but she nods.
《Come in!》 I say loudly and I continue to eat my croissant and drink the juice she brought.
The whole winx comes into the room as I hide a little laugh, Bea shifts uncomfortably so I put my hand on hers.
《You had to come ALL together?》 I ask sarcastically.
《Flora said it was something big, but it's just...Beatrix?》 Bloom says and I look at her confused.
《I'll pretend that one didn't sound offensive.》 Bea scoffs.
《Oh, but it was.》 Bloom says and I look at her angrily.
《The fact that everyone is ignoring the fact that Beatrix is wearing Stella's clothes in Stella's bed, makes me realize how fucking blind y'all are.》 Aisha states chuckling and Flora nods.
《Y'all are embarrassing, leave us alone!》 I say almost laughing.
《Ohh! Damn...yeah, yeah sure!》 Terra says realising what Aisha meant.
《Sorry again! But I support you a lot!!》 Flora exclaims and I face palm.
《Oh gosh, next time in my room.》 Bea scoffs and I roll my eyes.
《I'll agree just because you said it's going to be a next time.》 I say and she smirks, I finish to eat and she puts the plate on her side so that she could be closer to me.
I cuddle onto her side in silence.
《You do look good in my clothes.》 I say after a while.
《I bet you'd look even better in mine.》 She teases in a low tone.
《I guess we'll see.》 I reply smiling, she kisses my cheek and she blushes.
When I finish to eat breakfast I decide to take a shower too.
《No, you're not going to leave me here with them.》 She complains and I giggle.
《Then what?》 I ask and she smirks.
《Well, the glass isn't that revealing...maybe I could keep you company in the bathroom? Listening to some music?》 She proposes, I smirk taking her hand and leading to the bathroom, I knock at the door and a voice inside tells us to enter.
《Oh hello, didn't know she follows you like a puppy now.》 Musa says sarcastically.
《How funny.》 Bea replies.
《Musa I was counting on you to be the peaceful one, she'll be around a lot, you need to accept that.》 I explain and I can see Bea smiling through the mirror,
《I do accept it, it's just funny, princess.》 She affirms chuckling and then leaves the bathroom, I smile and lock it. Beatrix looks pissed.
《Do we really have to stay in your suite?》 She asks and I chuckle walking closer to her.
《What, are you jealous that she calls me princess too?》 I tease putting my arms on her shoulders and intertwining my hands behind her neck.
《I'm not jealous, why would I be?》 She says firmly, her hands crawling to take off my pink cardigan.
《Good.》 I say to myself and pull away.
《Here.》 I pass her my unlocked phone, already on Spotify and she checks my playlists, as she's busy searching for something she wants to listen to I start to undress myself, she turns around even though her eyes are on the phone, I smile and wait until the water gets warm to enter in the shower.
《so the princess listens to Melanie Martinez...》 She comments picking a song, she turns the speaker on and the sound blasts hard, she quickly turns it down a little.
《You can turn now, you know.》 I share and she follows my words, sitting on a stool.
《How do you feel?》 I ask after wetting my hair.
《Bit better, still scared but...we'll make it work.》 She affirms repeating my words.
《I listened to your voice messages by the way.》 Bea shares and I scrunch my nose in embarrassment.
《Told you so.》 I say chuckling.
《You were right! Crocs are comfortable!》 She admits childishly.
《Yeah! And you destroyed mine.》 I remember her.
《I promise I'm going to buy you a new pair.》 She says more serious.
《You better.》 I state washing the shampoo out of my hair.
《Since I'm rude I'm gonna change the subject..》 She states and I giggle.
《Go ahead stormy.》
《If you keep calling me that I'm gonna enter and cover you in kisses.》 She affirms and I blush, luckily she can't see it.
《As much as I love the idea, I'll wait until I get out.》 I affirm, and I could see her smiling blurred.
《What are you gonna say your friends? I mean, seeing Terra's reaction, I guess they think we fucked and that's it.》 She demands.
《I don't really care if they think we fucked, but um...I do want this to become official, I know we both had bad experiences with relationship but it's different with you, and not because you're a girl.》 I explain.
《That would be nice yeah.》 She affirms happily.
《And you really never kissed a girl?!》 She asks then surprised, but I don't respond.
《I know you're hiding something, sunshine.》 She affirms and I melt at the nickname.
《I did kiss a girl once, but it was a dare!》 I admit finishing to wash my body, she turns around and I go out of the shower searching for my bathrobe.
《Did you use my bathrobe?!》 I ask.
《I don't know, was the pink one with "Stella" written on it, yours?》 She asks laughing and I sigh. I take one that doesn't belong to anyone and put it one.
《Who was the girl?》 She asks curiously.
《I don't think I'm gonna answer that.》 I respond cocky.
《Aren't you?》 She teases walking behind me and putting her arms around my waist.
《You know I'm not that easy, stormy.》 I state and she smirks, she starts to cover my cheeks in kisses as I never saw her this way, but it was the best thing I could've ever wished for.
《Told you so.》 She whispers after kissing my lips.
《It was Musa.》 I admit and she looks at me surprised.
《For real?》 She demands and I nod chuckling.
《No way, for a moment I thought it was Bloom!》 She affirms and I look at her confused.
《Ew! She was already with Sky!》 I state and she scrolls her shoulders.
《We don't talk about him, and it would've been so like...DRAMA.》 She says energetically staying on her tips to put her chin on my shoulder.
《Yeah, let's save the drama for the drama club.》 I state and she smirks.
《I like all of this.》 She states and I nod.
《It's going to be great.》
A.N.
WE NEED STELLATRIX ENDGAME.
I did not proof read this so, yeah, there's going to be mistakes, English isn't my first language!
