»if you tell« l.r.h

Chapter two

„If he hurts you call me and I'll beat the shit out of him you hear me?" Ally says as she stops at my house.

„Yeah sure"

„I'm being serious Avery!"

„So am i"

„Have a nice night. I'll pick you up tomorrow morning" she said and drove off.

5:58 shit! Here it comes... I open the door to the apartment I share with Jake.

„I thought dinner will be ready when I come home? And guess what I'm home and dinner isn't ready? Care to explain yourself?" He yelled at me.

„Well obviously I was at school till just now!" I'm not even afraid of him anymore. It's just annoyance.

„Well then you shouldn't have promised something you couldn't keep!" He yelled and came closer.

„I-I'm sorry please I didn't know I was gonna be there for so long!" Tears started to build and I guess there's a bit of fear in me and I hate to admit it.

„Well being sorry isn't enough and you know that! Someone who can't listen needs to be punished!!" He yelled and threw the first punch at me. I fall to the ground and start to cry.

„Don't cry you fucking bitch!" One kick. „You're just worthless" another kick. „I'm so done" another one.
I can't feel any more kicks or punches so I guess he left.

I start to cry hysterically.

After a few hours Jake hasn't come back. I guess he's with some slut. I grab my phone and start to ring Ally.

„Avery are you alright?" Concern filled her voice.

I try to talk but no words come out.

„Avery?"

I start to sob and cry.

„Okay okay hold on I'll be there in five you'll be alright just hold on!"
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„Avery what happened"Ally rushes to my side.

„H-hhee punched me and.. and then kic-cked me" I say sobs escaping my mouth as I do.

„You'll stay at my place for the rest of the week and then you'll break up with him you understand me?"she takes ahold of my face and looks straight into my eyes.

I nod as tears stream down my face.

„Let's go then" she stands up and stretches her hand out for me to take.

The whole drive was silent thoughts running through my mind. I don't want to live this way but I don't want anything to change if I'm honest.

"You know where everything is do you want me to make something to eat or?" Ally has made the spare room into a little paradise for me she is honestly such an amazing friend and I don't know what I'd do without her.

"No I'm fine" I say and sit on the bed

"Goodnight Avery sleep tight" she leaves the room and closes the door behind her.

The rest of the night I'm just laying in bed thinking about everything and nothing. I don't know how I'm gonna break up with Jake. Am I even ready for it? Do I even want to break up with him? I can't. I know what he'll do with me if I do. He's told me. He made sure I'll remember for the rest of my life. And I hate myself for falling into his grip because everyone told me I might never come out. I laughed but it turns out they were right. I can't get out of his grip no matter how hard I try. And I hate myself for not believing Ally when she told me he isn't right. I just hate myself in general I mean how can you start to love yourself when your boyfriend tells you everyday how worthless you are. You can't. And even worse you start to believe every word he says.
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Hope you enjoyed the chapter she's gonna meet Luke in like two days:)