𝗚𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝗴𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗦𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞.
TW; suicide attempt; mention of r@pe; s@m; swearing;
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Scar was twitching and turning trying to fall asleep. But something was on his mind. He had this feeling something was wrong. That something was wrong with Grian to be specific.
Scar wasn't sure what to do with this situation. He checked his phone to see what the clock was, 02:34am.
"Gosh, why do I need to worry so much about Grian, I bet he's doing all fine." Scar said in an annoyed voice. He was about to set his phone on the night table and he noticed an new notification. It was an voice message, from Grian.Scars heart was suddenly beating faster, Why would Grian send a voice message in the middle of the night? He hesitated with opening the voice mail. What could've been so important to send at this time?
Scar finally clicked on it.
Scar could hear a voice. "I-im sorry scar." Why was he sorry? He was about to talk back but remembered it was a voice mail, and decided to stay quiet and wait for grian to say something else....
He could finally hear a shaky breathing. "..if you don't see this until tomorrow morning it might be to late..if...if I succeed the attempt."
Scar forgot to breath causing him to cough. He was terrified, he knew Grian's mental health has been bad but not 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 bad. He was so happy all the time, making everyone around him laugh. He looked like one of the most positive people he had met..but I guess his past has really got to him."I love you scar..I really do..I'm sorry I didn't talk much about my mental health, but it's been really rough at the moment" Scar couldn't let this happen, he felt horrible that he wasn't there for Grian when he needed it.
"I just can't do it anymore Scar.."[Scars POV]
I quickly got dressed and rushed out the door. I don't know where he is..or 𝘸𝘢𝘴..but the best I could do is go to his favorite place, (Just make up a place idk where it could be) he always went there when he was sad so it's the most possible place to find him.
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My heart skipped a beat when I saw Grian on the ground. I ran over to him. "Please.." I whispered to myself. His face was pale, and he had dirt all covered over him. I felt tears streaming down my face, as I picked his body up and hugged him. "Grian..please no.." I sobbed out. I opened my eyes and looked around still with tears in running down my face. There was a rope hanging from a tree, the tree we always had picnics under. There was also a chair directly under the rope. A quick realization kicked in, wouldn't grian hang on the..rope? I got hope, I put my head into Grian's chest. "..oh my gosh, grian, your still alive.." I said to myself.
I called the ambulance immediately.
There is still a chance.-
[grian POV]My head was slightly hurting. When I opened my eyes everything was blurry, but I could shape two figures I front of me. "W..-where am I..? Fuck.
This meant my attempt has failed. I felt a hand on my chest, i was lifted up in a big bear hug. "..scar.." I muttered. I can always recognize scars hugs, they fill me with warmth and comfort, I really appreciate them, even though he doesn't know it. "Don't ever leave me like that again" scar whispered. "..I'll try" I said. "Promise?" "Promise.."-
A few days after I..attempted I got checked out of the hospital. Scar was much more overprotective after that, he would refuse to leave my side. One morning scar came and greeted me with breakfast in the bed, he sat on the side of my bed and looked at me with a face that held a lot of trapped emotions.
"Hey..grian"
"yeah?" I said,
"are you comfortable with telling me about your mental health?..I don't want anything like that to happen again, i will try to help you the best I can, I don't wanna loose you."
I wasn't surprised that this was his question, I've just avoided and changed the subject every time someone mentioned it, especially the hermits, since I've been away for awhile because of my mental health, they've always asked me if I was alright when I met up with them. I was great full that they cared about me but it got quite overwhelming with almost every hermit asking me multiple times a day. That's why I was taking a break from everything yet again. "Well..it's mostly just my past" i muttered.
"What happened..?" Scar asked
"What didn't happen?" "It started with my parents leaving me at 8 completely alone, they didn't love me either way..so it doesn't matter." Scar took my hand and rubbed his thumb against my skin to comfort me.
"..I got sent into a foster home then adopted at 10. They died when I was 15 in a car crash. I was kidnapped some years after and I was abused and..raped..as punishment for months. I managed to escape after a while." I gulped away my tears and just kept muttering quietly.
"I..-I began high school and met my friends, they're names was Taurtis and..Sam." I flinched at the name and I felt myself tearing up, all the trauma was just to much. I looked down and continued to talk. "..Sam went insane and stabbed Taurtis. He..he manipulated me into dressing up as Taurtis and act like him..a-and.." I began to cry. Shit, why was I so sensitive about this..I'm so weak, I can't even talk about my past.
"Hey..hey.." Scar gently hugged me into his shoulder.
"..It's okay..you don't need to talk about it, I'm proud that you've come so far Grian." Scar said with his soft comforting voice. I continued to cry into his shoulder, he rubbed my back to make me calm down. And it surprisingly worked.[Scar POV]
His sobs began to quiet down as I felt him move his head into my chest. After a few minutes I could hear some small snores. I laid him down to his pillow and tucked him in his bed sheets. I smiled and planted a small kiss on his forehead as I left the room to make my own breakfast.
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