Don't know what to do without you

Notes:

So this is a translation of one of my fics. English is not my first lenguage and I use a lot of google translation. Please, let me know how was it and sorry in advange for the mistakes.

I hope you enjoy it.

This work is in ao3.

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Shuhua didnt know what to do, She really loves being by Soojin's side, she loves Soojin, but her heart, despite being quite persistent, also has a limit too and so much rejection was already beginning to affect her.

She doesnt blame the dancer, after all, you cant force someone to have the same feelings that you have for them, but her heart doesnt understand that and little by little its breaking into pieces when She realizes that Soojin isnt going to return her affections.

Giving herself a space from Soojin sounds like the correct option and the most difficult to fulfill, but She is determined to take her time to overcome these feelings, Shuhua doesnt want that her feelings ruin even the opportunity for a friendship. So with that plan in her mind she will separate from Soojin, anyway, that is something that the dancer has been asking for a time now.

Simple things at first, not reach her side so much in the behind the scenes videos or spending more time with Minnie and Yuqi, not sitting next to her at dinners or not asking her for hugs or kisses, Shuhua didnt know that trying to avoid her was would be so difficult and as sad as in those moments, at the end and despite having been two weeks with the same pattern, her feelings were still the same and crying at nights stopped to give her moments of comfort, She misses Soojin but the other doesnt seem to notice nothing different, she continues to act with the same indifference as always.

While Shuhua was thinking all of that things, Soojin had relized the estrangement of the minor from her, at first she thought nothing about that behaviour, but whit the pass of the time and seeing that Shuhua wasnt giving her the same attention as before and wasn't thinking to return to do it she worried, could it be that his attitude ended up boring her or did it hurt her so much that she made the decision not to speak to her again?

Soojin needed to talk with Shuhua and try to make the thing better, but whenever she wanted to talk with the minor, Shuhua avoided her or wasnt in the house (generally, she was with Tzuyu, but Soojin didnt mind at all). With this same behavior, Soojin seeking for attention and Shuhua trying to avoid giving it to her subtly spent a whole month and the other members had already realized that something was happening and Soyeon as the leader and being closer to Soojin took the initiative to talk to her to find out with details what was happening between her Friends

Soojin was in her bed when she saw Soyeon enter in her room, she knows what they are going to talk and the truth is that she does need to talk with someone, maybe Soyeon can help her fix the things with Shuhua and help her to clarify why this estrangement was affecting her so much and why the jealousy every time that she saw her being loving with

someone who wasnt her.

-From your face I guess that you know why I am here- Soyeon said to Soojin

-if we are talking about my situation with Shuhua yes, if it isnt about that then I dont know what we are talking about-

-yes, is for that, so tell me, what is happening?

-I dont know, thats is what I want to know, she justout of nowhere she decided that Im not worth her time and doesnt want to talk me, I have been trying to fix the things between us but she always avoid me or is with someone else, I miss her Soyeon, a lot- said Soojin with tears in her eyes.