On The Clock (Book 2)

Chapter 30: Over With

The entire team had been upset at me, and I felt like I could not blame them for it being the case. Even though I knew as to the fact as to just why it was in fact the case. As it was that I had still had my thoughts on what it was that had happened the other day.
As it was that as much as Xavier wanted to say that he knew as to just what it was that he was doing. He had in fact almost got us killed, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just simply did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time.
As I knew that Xavier was also right on the fact that it was that he had told me that it was. That if I was to tell any one about it, than it was that I would just blow my chances of ever being a basketball star down the drain. As he would get fired, and my mother would in fact also leave him, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I knew that I did in fact not want either of those things to happen, what so ever. As I knew that the path that I had been going on before Xavier had come to me. That I would have been a good basketball player, but I would have never been able to reach the next step to be a star at the game.
Which, I was of course grateful for the fact that Xavier was here for that, all at the exact same time too. But what it was that I was in fact not grateful for what so ever. Was the simple fact that it was that I knew that I just kind of felt like it just so happened to be.
That all that had happened, as I felt like I needed to just wipe it away. Or else I would never make it through this year what so ever. As it had been several days at this point. And that there was in fact a game that was in fact coming up just now, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a little bit longer, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to speak quietly to my self from in side my bed room, all at the exact same time too.
"Just don't worry about it... Every thing will be okay..." I said to my self, as I knew that it was in fact the truth, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I also knew as to the fact that it just so happened to be. That I did in fact just seem to also need to just get some rest, none the less.
As I knew that I was alive, and that those guys were in fact gone, and I doubt they would ever bother us ever again, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply let out a bit of a rough sigh to my self. As I just then did in fact just seem to see that the front door to my bed room did in fact just seem to open up.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have seen that it was that it had in fact even been the case, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, all at once. And I then did in fact just seem to suddenly just see that it just so happened to be my mother.
As I realized that it was that it was in fact past 12 am in the morning, and I still had not fallen asleep. As it was clear that my mother had in fact just got back home from work. As it was that it was a clear surprise to her, that she did in fact just seem to see that I was still awake.
I knew that she always came to check in on me every night it was that she did in fact get off of work. As it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for just a few more moments of time, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear her begin to speak to me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized as to the fact that it had even been the case, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to stare at my mother right in to her eyes, at that. As I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she felt like she even needed to say on over towards me, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
"Oh... Trevor... I knew some thing was up with you the last week... Why can't you sleep my son?" She said to me, as it was that she did in fact just seem to have quite a bit of a worried look on her face at that. Just as soon as it was that she did in fact just seem to start to walk on over toward me, all at the exact same time too.
She was still in her work out fit, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have noticed right away. Which I knew that it was that it was besides the point.
And that it was that I was only trying to delay, and stall some more time for me to think on some thing that it was that I should say to my mother. As it was that I knew the exact reason why it was that I was still awake. As it was that I just simply did in fact just try to keep my self as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could even do in the mean time, all at once, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to simply just let out a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to grow a pair. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to speak back to my mother, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I saw that she still had her worried eyes on me, all at the exact same time too. As it was clear to me that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say right on over towards her, all at the exact same time too.
"It's notbing mom... I'm just, I'm just worried... I don't know if I can be a good basketball player like every one thinks I can..." I said, as it was that it was a little bit of some truth on just what it was that I had said. But that was not the real reason as to just why it was that I felt like I was being the way that it was that I just felt like I was being, never the less.
As it was that I just simply did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time. As I did my best to try to not show that it was that I was in fact lying a bit to my mother, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just did my best to act as calm and as cool as I felt like I possibly could even do in the mean time, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have acted the way that it was that I was in fact acting, all at once, at that. That was when it was that my mother just then did in fact just seem to come closer to me. As she just seemed to shake her head as soon as it was that she had in fact done as such a thing like that for what ever reason or another.
As not all too much longer after that as well, never the less. I just then did in fact just seem to start to realize that she was just trying to give me a hug. As it was that I just simply took the hug, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
As just as it was that she just then did in fact just seem to start to let go of me all of the sudden, at that. That was when it was that she just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right back on over towards me. As she did in fact have a serious look on her face. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"Oh Trevor... You are an amazing player... Better than your father even was... And even if you aren't a star... I will always love you, and that is all that ever matters to me..." She said to me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she did in fact have a big smile on her face, at that. Just as soon as it was that she had in fact even just said as to just what it was that she had even said to me just now, never the less.
As it was that I continued to stand there and stare at my mother with my eyes wide, at that. That was when it was that it just then did in fact just kind of make me feel a little bit better. Even if it was that I was in fact lying as to the fact that it was that it was the real problem that was going on with me.
It still did in fact make me feel good as to the fact that it was. That my mother was in fact always letting me know that she was always going to be there for me, never the less. And that she did in fact love me, all at the exact same time as well.
As that was all that it was that I felt like I could ever ask for as a son, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. And I then did in fact smile right back at my mother, all at once, at that.
Just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that of course. I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to speak right back on over towards my mother of course.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply just begin to breathe in a little bit to my self. As I then knew that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I felt like I even needed to say right on over towards her, at that.
"Thank you mom... I love you so much..." I said to her, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it did in fact almost kind of seem like it was that it was forced coming out of my mouth, all at the exact same time too. Which I kind of felt like it was, that I could not help but to feel a little bit guilty as to the fact that it was that case.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply just go right on ahead, never the less. And I just then did in fact just seem to simply breathe in a little bit to my self. As I then did in fact just seem to simply just calm my self down, at that. As it was clear that my mother was not all too worried at all as to just what it was that I had even just said, all at the exact same time too.
I felt a bit relieved as to the fact that it was in fact the case. As it was that I knew that as much as it was that it seemed to be in my head. As to the fact as to just what it was that Xavier had in fact done the other day with me and Brandon being there.
I knew that it was, that I could not tell her about it at all. Which kind of made me feel a little bit bad, due to the fact that it was. That I knew that I did in fact hate to hide secrets from my mother, all at the exact same time too.
But I knew this was one that I was going to have to just simply keep my self for the time being. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to continue to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact suddenly just breathe in quite a bit to my self.
Aa it was that I had in fact just seemed to have even began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that my mother then did in fact just come up close to me one last time, all at once, at that. As she just then did in fact just seem to suddenly give me another hug, at that.
Which I was not going to complain about what so ever, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I kind of felt like I needed a nice hug from my mother, at that. As I held on to her for just quite a bit of some more time, all at the exact same time too.
Just as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that she then did in fact just seem to let go of me not all too much longer after all of that. As she just then did in fact just seem to suddenly look at me right in to my eyes, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear her speak on over towards me, all at once.
As it was that she had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that. I simply just then did in fact just seem to start to suddenly just blink my eyes a few times at first, all at once, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even felt like she even needed to say right on over towards me, all at the exact same time too.
"I love you Trevor... And I'm sorry I'm always busy and working... But this is so that you can have a good life, and that you can have a chance to do some thing with that... And if you ever need to talk to me, I will always be here..." She said to me, all at the exact same time too, as it was that she did in fact just seem to have a little bit of a sad smile on her face.
Just as soon as it was that she had in fact even just said as to just what it was that she had even just said to me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just simply then did in fact just seem to just nod right back on over towards my mother, never the less. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should really even be doing just now, never the less.
As just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that my mother then did in fact just seem to get off of the bed. And she just then did in fact begin to start to walk on over towards where it was that my bed room door was at. That she had in fact just came through a few seconds before now, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have noticed as to the fact that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. That was when I noticed as to just how tired it was that my mother did in fact just seem to be, none the less. As it was that I did in fact just seem to kind of feel bad for her, all at the exact same time too.
I knew that as fucked up as Xavier was a lot of the time it seemed like. He did in fact have a good heart by nature, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I knew that I could not ruin what it was that my mother and Xavier did in fact have together. As it was that I knew that the both of them were in fact in love with each other, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have simply thought on those thoughts for just a few more seconds time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to speak up to my mother. Just before it was that she was about to leave me to go to her own room to get some rest for the night, never the less.
As it was that my mother just then did in fact just seem to start to hear my voice begin to step up and speak. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to see her turn her head on over towards me. As it was clear to me that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say towards her, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"Thank you mom... And I love you too... Good night..." I said to her, feeling a lot better as to just the way that things were in fact going after the interaction that it was. That me and my mother had in fact even just had together with one another of course.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply just stand there and stare for just a few more seconds of some time. As it was that a warm look did in fact just seem to come up on the face of my mother, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that my mother then did in fact just seem to nod back to me, at that.
In which shortly after it was that my mother had in fact just seemed to began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once, at that. That was when it was that she just then did in fact just seem to speak right back on over towards me, at that. As it was clear that she did in fact feel like she had one last little thing that she did in fact feel like she needed to say back on over towards me her self, at that.
As it was that I just simply continued to stand there and stare at my mother right in to her eyes. As it was that I did in fact just seem to have my eyes wide as it was that I just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, never the less. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact even feel like she did in fact feel like she even needed to say on over towards me in the very first place any ways, never the less.
"Good night Trevor... Things will get better for us..." She said, as it was that she felt like she had in fact needed to have said as to just what it was that she had said to me at the end. For what ever reason or another, I really was not all too sure as to just why that was in fact the case.
But either way, when ever it was that my mother did in fact just seem to speak to me. Even if it was that it was not some thing that made any sort of sense to me. Or it was in fact some thing that I did in fact not want to hear at all.
It always did in fact just seem to make me feel a bit better to hear it come from the mouth of my mother. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to let out a bit of a rough sigh of some sort of relief to my self, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to see that the door to my bed room did in fact just seem to close on the way out for my mother, all at once, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized as to the fact that it was in fact the case, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply let out quite a bit of a rough sigh of some sort of relief to my self. As for what ever reason or another, I did in fact just seem to feel a lot better with the fact that my mother was in fact gone from the room.
Even after all that it was that I had in fact just seemed to have told my self in my head, at that. As it was that I knew that it was just the simple fact that it was that it was just the stress of being around other people. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self a bit out loud, all at the exact same time too.
"Thank God that is over with..."