Heartstopper one shots

Nick...help

TW:SH

Charlie's pov:

Today I woke up feeling like shit but you know what I decided that today was gonna be different I was going to get my ass out of bed and go to school.for nick .obviously.so I do just that and head down stairs."morning"tori says.I mumbled a reply.and go and get breakfast.breakfast no,no,no.I think to myself.I'll just say I'm not hungry.so I pack my bag and purposely forget my lunch.I head out the door and it's way to early for this shit.but I continue to walk down the road.my eye lids feel like they way like a million pounds and I just want to go back to sleep.but no I continue my Quest.I am going to make it to school for nick.still lost in my thoughts I look up from
The ground to see I had made it to school.ugh I already hate it here .I sit outside and wait for nick the only one who could bring my mood up today.I am leaned against the pole my eyes almost shut.when I get a tap on my shoulder I jolt up and open my eyes more to see Nick."hey char you ok?"he asks."ya....I'm fine just really tired"I say and put my head on his shoulder."ok well why did you come to school?"he asks stroking the back of my head sweetly."because....I wanted to see you"i say and meet
his eyes."charrrrr you have to get some sleep"he says."no"I say."yes"he says back."nooooooooooooo I want to see my amazing boyfriend tho"i say."I know and I wanna see you to but I also want you to look after yourself"he says holding me in his arms.I love nick so much.as we stand there in comfortable silence the bell goes of and I let go of nick.he looks at me in the eyes."char promise me if anything happens come to me straight away"he says."promise"I say.and we walk into school hand in hand and we split in the hallway and say our goodbyes and head to our first class.

Nicks pov:

As me and Charlie part in the hallway.all these thoughts start to fill my head with worry like what will happen today?will he relapse and I don't know?but all I can do is trust him to come to me for help.

Time skip

Charlie's pov:

I am siting in class not really paying attention to anything when I get the sudden urge to feel something. I needed to feel something.my arms start to itch.I try to push the thoughts to the back of my mind.but they just got louder and louder.until my head starts to hurt.I suddenly with out any hesitation raise my hand and blurt out the worlds."can I go to the bathroom sir?"."yes you may go"he says and continues with his lesson I get up and run down the hall.I stop when I see nicks classroom I stare into the room and look directly at nick he doesn't see me.his words replay in my head."come to me if anything's wrong"it goes around and around in my head.I promised.I put my hand on the handle but let go.....what am I doing.I run to the bathroom as i fell myself well up.my vision getting blurry as I enter one of the stalls. slamming it shut.I pull up my sleeve and realise.I don't have anything to cut me.i look next to me barely being able to see.one of the tiles on the wall is lose so I grab it and smash it in half leaving me with a sharp end sharp enough to cut through skin.I place it on my wrist and cut a very very deep blood starts gushing out as i start to get light headed.then every thing goes black....

Time skip

Nicks pov:

I am sitting in class lost in my thoughts.when I snap out of it to here the bell go off.I grab my bag and immediately go to look of Charlie to sit with him at lunch.I hadn't seen him in between my classes which it weird.and I have a terrible feeling in my gut.I go check the cafeteria first no Charlie.then I go look by the picnic tables no Charlie.then I go look for tao Aled and Isaac.I find them on the field talking about god knows what.I walk up to them."hey have you guys seen Charlie?"i ask."nope"they all say."ok thanks"i say and walk away panic starts to rise my gut feeling getting stronger.fuck fuck fuck.I go to the last place I have not checked.the bathroom.i walked down the hall and then I start sprinting I make it to the bathrooms.opening the door slowly."char?"i whisper.no answer.I walk fully in.I look in all the stalls except one.as I walk up to it I slip a little bit catching myself on the sink.I look down to see what I had slipped on.blood and a lot of it.it was like a like river of blood trickling down in between tiles.my heart drops.I knock on the stall."Charlie?"i say."nick...help"I get a very faint answer from Charlie."Charlie Charlie it's ok I'm here I'm gonna help you baby just-just try stay awake for me ok char"i say very panicked."ok"I get another faint answer.fuck he sounded so dead.I know I should have just made him go home I'm such and idiot this I all my fault.I push those thoughts behind me.I slide myself under the door getting blood all over my uniform but I don't care all I care about is Charlie.as I make it to the other side to see my boyfriend my Charlie resting his head on the toilet lid.my heart shatters into a million pieces.I look down at his arm to see his very deep cut.I pull him close and look back at his cut and then look at him he can't even look at me."char..."I say he doesn't look at me."char!"i say a bit louder.this time he meets my eyes."I'm sorry"he says."no,no more saying the s word"i say."come here"I say and pull him in he melts into my arms."it's ok I'm here now your safe with me "i say as he starts to sob apologies.I stroke his hair.once he is a bit more claim I start to clean up is cut and rap it in a very tight bandage of toilet paper."nick you have blood all over you"Charlie says laughing a little ."oh ya"i say also laugh a little."I'm so sorry I didn't come to you when I needed you"he says."it's ok char I should have just sent you home"i say.I don't say anything else."char i think we should go to see the nurse because that's a pretty deep cut and it might need stitches"I say."o-ok"he says looking down."ok come on"i say and pick him up.he lays his head on my chest and I carry him to the nurses office........

To be continued