Papercuts

Chapter 1

Emily's P.O.V

*Beginning of dream*

"No, please! Please don't Tristen, you couldnt," my feet were slowing down as time ticked on, the roots of trees causing me to collapse onto the solid ground. The landscape was hard to make out, but it might have been because of my earlier fall, or the bad feeling in my stomach but it didn't matter right now. I had to get away.

As my boyfriend got closer his teeth seemed to get sharper. His speed sped up,while mine slowed down. Could this be the end. No it couldn't. Tristen would never hurt me, he said so himself. But then again people did break their promises all the time. Just like Jace. I shudder at the thought.

I finally make up my mind and come up with my answer. He wouldn't. Never.

My feet stop with a jolt and I fall back to my knees. Pain shoots up my legs, but I bite my tongue and try to ignore it. I stand up and straten myself up, brushing the dirt off my knees. He dances toward me with his sleek feet coming face to face with me.

Well not exactly. He's about a foot taller then me so I have to look up at him. My head looks up to his beautiful face and within seconds he dazeles me. Concentrate Emily, I tell myself. You can do it. I look back up to his face and start."You won't hurt me,," I say, my voice a little shaker then I wanted it to be. "You promised."

He chuckles at this , but I don't understand. He looks forward , not once glancing down, and starts to speak. "Oh stupid, stupid Emily. Are you really that dumb. People break promises every second, everyday. Do you really expect me to keep mine when others don't. I thought you were smarter then that." His beautiful voice echoing in my head. He shakes his head back and fourth, laughing to himself.

Tears gathered up in my eyes and once again I collapsed on my knees. I let the pain come, not even able to feel it because of what was happening now. How could I be repaired after this. My heart  has been broken to many times. Not even Alice could help me again.

"What?" My voice crooked out. I didn't care if he saw me cry, who cared now. He dumped me right? I put my head in between my hands and curl up into a ball. Finally he speaks, his beautiful voice piercing my heart."Emily, I get distracted very easily. I found someone alot more...hmm... what's the word? Oh I know. prettier." I gasp at this and stand up. With any speed I had left, I put it in my feet and run.

At the edge of where ever I was I saw a cliff and head toward it. Dieing would of been a lot less painful then this. Anything would of been less painful then this. I just wanted to die, end all the worry I had, be gone. Forever.

With any force I had in me, I jumped. I jumped into the crashing waves and let it absorb me. The last thing I saw was Tristans grinning face looking down at me, before my lungs ran out of oxygen.

*End of dream*

I wake with a jolt, my head wet with sweat, even though Tristan cold skin was cooling. He's been watching me the whole time, which didn't effect me at all.

I shove my face into his shoulder and start to cry. My blotchy eyes are full with tears, not seeming to stop. Even knowing he was here I knew that he would leave someday, somehow.

I hug him closer to me, never wanting to let go. His cool hands wipe my tears and he sits me on his lap. I lean my head against his chest, and try to calm down. It didn't work. "Emily it's okay, I'm right here. I won't leave, I promise." His velvet voice said. It was so soothing, that it almost made me believe. But it didnt work all the way.

I weakly smile at him and get out of bed. "Where are you going now?" He signed. "I need some human time and take a shower." I reply. "Not all of us can look as perfect as you." "You want me come with you?" He said with a mixture of  a laugh and sarcasm. "You might fall and break your ankle while your in there."

I was always known for being clusmy. I had a record of 4 broken bones, 7 sprained ankles, and 2 concussion this year! Most people call me a danger magnet, and I can't disagree.

"Oh shut up Tristen," I say starting to crack up. I shove my pillow at him and walk into the bathroom.

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