part 4: coming home road to recovery

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I have been in hospital for the past two weeks recovering from my attack from Mark. A few days after my attack mark was arrested and charged with attempted murder. As much as I glad he behind bars I'm still really scared. There no way I want to move back in to my apartment I'm going to look for a place while I'm staying with David and Tea to recover.

I have been in alot of pain with my broken legs also I'm having a difficult time recovering mentally. I'm having server nightmare. I relive the moment over and over again. I wake up screaming. Today I'm finally going home. I'm so excited

The past two weeks David and Tea have been so good to me coming in to see me when they are available. They are busy with work and the kids. David and I have become really close. I know I shouldn't get attached to him because he is a married man. He the type of man I'm after he sexy, kind, talented, romantic and just a around great man. Tea is so lucky.

Today David was coming in to drive me home before work. Hey u ready to get out of here. I sure am I can't wait to see west and Kyd I have missed them. They missed u to.

David help me into the guest room the kids had made me a big welcome home banner left me flower, chocolate and teddies. I started crying this is so sweet. I can't wait till they get home from school. David took me to the bedroom and got me set up.

I was so tired. I told David I take a nap. I will be here if u need me just text me. Living with David going to be hard my feelings are growing stronger this past week we spent alot of time talking. I slowing drifted off to sleep. Once again I started to dream about mark.

David pov

I was just inside I decided to work at home today I was getting some work done in the office. I've been thinking alot about Amanda we had spent alot of time together lately. I'm really starting to fall for her. I don't know how much longer I can fight my urges. Tea has been so distance lately. Things are not that good. I just don't know if she still loves me

The next thing I heard was screams coming from Amanda. I raced out to her. She was crying and shaking and having a bad aniexty attack. I grabbed her by the hand I told her to look at me take some deep slow breath tell her she is safe with me. She finally calmed down.

I wrapped my arms around her and held her for a few mins. Amanda had tears in her eyes. I told her to lay down I will go get her a drink.

Amanda Pov

After my nightmare David returned with some water. After I drank some David told me to lay down. So I did then David laid down and cuddled me. David how about if Tea comes home. It okay Amanda she filming till late tonight. It just you and me till the kids get home.

David I need to tell u something I hope u won't be mad at me. But David I think I'm falling in love with u. I feel a connection to u like I haven't feelt with anyone before. I've tried to fight these feeling but I can't anymore.

Amanda I to think I'm falling for u. Tea and I are drifting apart. I feel like she doesn't love me like she used to. I don't think I can fight my feeling anymore either

Then David moved towards my lips. He kissed me so softly but then things started to be more passionate. I wanted him but I know I'm not ready just yet I need to wait.

Wow that was amazing. He replied yeah it was.

David I need to tell u something why I just wanted to stop for now. It hard to say this but I'm a virgin. I want my first time to be very special and I can't do it here I'm afraid we will get caught. I know u have been with alot of women and I'm scared it going to hurt or I'm afraid I won't be good enough for u. I want to be able to scream Ur name. So maybe we can plan to go away or something what do you think?

Of course Amanda I want it first time to be special something that you will never ever forget. I promise we will take it slow. I'm glad u waited for me. I'm looking forward to been ur first. I will show u everything I promise u will love sex. U just laid in David arms till he had to pick up the kids. David kisses u before he leave. I wish u didn't have to leave. Me too. Ill miss u A. I'll miss u more.

Just remember we will have to keep our distance around tea and the kids. But every chance we are alone I'm going to make the best of it. I'm looking forward to it. David then leaves

It about a hour u heard David pull up. The kids put down there bag and came out to the guest house they ran up and hugged me. Hey guys I missed u so much we missed u too. They soon went to do there home work.

David said to me he would take me to the house if I could watch the kids while he did so work. No problems I'll help them if they need help with anything.

I just sat on the couch. I missed spending time with the kids. At about 6 David came out of he's office the kids were upstairs having a shower

I'm going to order pizza for us all then we will all watch a kid movie together that sound lovely. I can't wait I winked to David. He rang up and ordered our pizzas. The kids come down and asked what's for dinner. Im getting pizza it movie night. We are going to watch a movie with Amanda.

David fixed the couch up he got me comfortable then the kids come up and sat with us. The door bell rang and it was the pizza.

We all decided to watch the new Minions movie. The kids loved it. I feel to sleep I was so tired.

I woke up to David carrying me to the guest house. Sorry u feel asleep I didn't want u to wake so I decided to carry u. U smiled that so sweet and romantic of u. David put u down in ur bed then he kissed u passionately. I didn't want to stop but we heard tea car pull up. David u better go we don't wanna get caught. Text me if u need. Night sexy

You lye there with a big smile this is the happiest I have ever been I was falling in love and it the best feeling ever.

I texted David
Goodnight d I miss u see u tomorrow xoxoxo

David then replied
Night A miss u like crazy see u in the morning

U them heard a knock it was tea she wanted to see how ur doing. Come in tea. How are u feeling she asked
I'm okay just been a long day. But thing will get better soon. 

Thanks again for letting me stay it means the world to me. It no problem David and I wouldn't have it any other way


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