Love at first sight

Friends Forever

   Nicholas and i were kissing passionately. I was on top of him, touching his fine muscles. He was jently moving his hand and i couldn't take it anymore. I felt my eyes open sudenly and hearing the alarm ring right after. Today was Friday. The last day. I dressed up quickly, filled my cup with coffee and headed to the last lecture of the week. As usual Nicholas was already there. He must been loving near by to be so early every day. I tried to approach him,but i remembered my spicy dream. It was all new to me. My cheeks must've been really red. I felt it through my body. It was like i was electrocuted. I wasn't ready to look at him. When i heard him coming to me, i panicked and fleed. I didn't even look back. But where could i go. It was almost tome for the class to begin. I had to go inside. I took a moment to compose myself and went back. Nicholas was sitting with the girl from yesterday. Elen was her name, if i remember correctly. He had said that they weren't friends. So why were they sitting together laughing, as if i wasn't part of their life. I sat right in front of them, next to the other group of friends, thad we'd met the First day. They seemed to notice me, but they kept laughing and looking at eachother. I was pissed of by that time. Nicholas seemed to notice, but if he did he kept ignoring it. He seemed excited to be with Elena and pissing me off. I hate him for that.
   By the time we finished with our lessons, Elena came in front of all the group of our mutual friends and suggested that we all went to eat. They all agreed, so i had to agree too. They seemed to like her. True, she wasn't a bad person. In fact we would make great friends if it wasn't for Nicholas.
   We were walking towards a small restaurant that Elena knew. Nicholas was right behind me.
"How are you Today?"
"I'm-I'm sorry, what?"
"I asked you how you are Today? Didn't you hear me?"  He might meant or in a bad way, but it sounded like he was teasing me.
"Sorry. I am a little tired. So yea. How about you?"
"I'm okay..."he seemed like he was waiting for Something in return. I, in other hand, had nothing to say.
" Were you avoiding me today?"
" No! No. I had to go to the bthroom. Thats all."
" Do you like Elena?"
" I told you! I don't like her."
"Okay then. I didn't wished for our friends hip to end over another person."
"What does that mean? Are you... Together?"
"Not yet" He looked at me expectantly, but i just walked ahead of him. I couldn't cry. Not in front of them, of him. I had to hold it Together.
   At the end of our fiest we all bid our good byes and everyone headed their way. Except from Nicholas. He was following me.
"What do you want?"
"Alexander. Did you ever had a girlfriend?"
"No..."
"I see. That's okay."
"Why do you ask?"
" I just wanted to know, so i could ask you for help."
"Oh. I'm sorry to dissapoint you."
" You could never."
"What?"
" I mean. You are my best friend. You could never disapoint me."
"Oh...thank you for thinking that."
" So... Do you want to go out tommorow? Maybe you'll find someone that suits you."
" I mean... Why not. But without the part that i have to find a girlfriend."
"It doesn't have to be a girl."